30 Days || Taeyong ff

30 days Part 1

Y/n: for God's sake can you just bloody leave me alone.

???: no, and you know I don't do that right?

Y/n: fuck you

???: uh oh. No swearing in school

I fucking hate him. UGHHHHH

Hey! Hello? Excuse me I'm talking to you! Finally I got your attention. Anyways I'm Kim Y/n and I'm in the second year of college that means I'm going to uni next year yay! I don't like school but I like school at the same time, I don't like school because of my bullies and I don't have friends and I like school because of my crush. Well at first I thought he was a nice guy but then I found out that he is a fucking jerk but for some reason I still like him. But there is a twist my bully is my crush! I hate him but I love him. Anyways him name is Taeyong, Lee Taeyoung.

He might look scary but when he smiles he looks the cutest. Yeah I look at him when he isn't looking at me. And when Taeyong is with his friends he smiles and laughs and looks the cutest. Ok I sound like a stalker now.

And right now as always he is bullying me and I'm just trying to ignore him. I swear this boy is gonna be the death of me

Y/n: can you please stop. You're so fucking annoying

Taeyong: uh what did I say no swearing in the school.

Then he came closer to me

Taeyong: or you know. Not the school I can punish you

How can I like this boy? Like how?

I just pushed him and left.

We were in the class and Taeyong was during behind me with his friends.

His friends are nicer than him. They are Lucas and Jeno. They are also very good looking

And as always Taeyong was annoying me. And like as always I just had to sit there and do nothing.

Teacher: ok students I'm gonna quickly go and grab the laptop, you guys do your task and no messing around.

Then she left

And again he started annoying me, this time he pulled my hair. I got even more annoyed, so I got up and turned to him

Y/n: what is actually your problem like can you stop?

Taeyong: no

The whole class was looking at us

Y/n: ughh I hate you so much

Taeyong: oh really? Then why did you Confess to me 3 years ago? You said you love me

Yes my dumbass decided to Confess to him but little did I know that I was gonna regret confessing to him. After that he always bullied me.

Y/n: because I was dumb for falling in love with you and now I regret it.

Taeyong: you are lying you are still in love with me

He for out of his seat and came closer to me

Taeyong: (scoff) you still love me, right baby girl?

Y/n: I fucking hate you

It really hurts when I lie to him.

Y/n: I hate you

And then I pushed which made him fall into his seat

Teacher: what is happening in here?

I was silent

Taeyong: miss she pushed me

Y/n: yes cause you were being an annoying dick

Teacher: Y/N WATCH YOUR LANGUAGE. BOTH OF YOU DETENTION.

Great now I'm on detention

I gritted my teeth

Y/n: I hate you more than anything

I saw Lucas and Jeno in the back, they looked worried. They are nice to me sometimes when Taeyong is not with them

Time skip detention

Today no one had detention except for me and taeyong. Like why today man.

I was sitting next to taeyong of course. Our teacher was doing some paper work. That time I just wanted to kill that bitch. Meaning taeyong also the teacher cause she annoying.

After the detention. I went home. I didn't even bother to talk to taeyong.

And here we go, I entered the hell again. I went inside my house, I saw my mum sleeping in the sofa and it was obvious that she was drinking the whole night. I didn't bother to go near her. I went straight to my room.

My family is very messed up, I have a brother, his name is Heechul. Kim Heechul but he doesn't lives with us cause he is sick of our patents. My mum is an alcoholic and my dad, I'll say he is a hoe. He sleeps with different women every single night and my mum doesn't even gives a shit about it cause I'm sure she does that as well but with guys.

At this point my life is kinda useless. Both of my parents whenever they fight they use me. They bit me, they abuse me. My brother wanted to take me with him but I refused him. Many times I decided to take my life away, but every single time I just think of my brother and just give up. No one knows anything About my family in school which in happy about. I don't want them to.

I was in my room then out of no where my dad came in and I knew that he was gonna do that again. 

He came in with a nasty smrik and and closed the door. I had no other choice, I sighed and then he took off his belt and started hitting me with it. At this point I don't feel the pain anymore. After 15 minutes of this hard time, he finally stopped and left the room. I just sat in my room and just cried there. 

Time skip the next day

I woke up early and I just didn't had a nice feeling. I ignored it and got ready for school. Then I headed to school. As I walked in as always, taeyong was there waiting for me. 

Taeyong: hey y/n

He kinda mocked me

I ignored him

Taeyong: oh look who's ignoring me

Then he started laughing and I heard Lucas and Jeno doing the same. I ignored them and went to class. 

At lunch I stayed in the class. I didn't wanted to have any food. I was just doing some school works then Taeyong decided to show up which he does always. 

Taeyong: I want you to stay after school 

Y/n: no

Taeyong: yes, wait for us after school in the school gate

Y/n: no I won't

Taeyong: yes you will

Then he left

Guess I have to wait for him after school

Time skip after school

I was waiting in front of the school gate for Taeyong, I looked at the time and it was pretty late so I decided to leave, I was walking, no one was in the street except for me. But then I felt someone putting their hand in my mouth, then I just don't remember anything. I fainted