Fix You

Chapter 2

⚠️TW//SELF HARM⚠️

He fell back and I rushed off to the door to then realize that he locked it. I tried to unlock it as fast as I could and just in the nick of time, I was able to escape.

I ran into the garden of the school and sat on one of the benches and started crying, letting everything go. I then heard voices from Jackson asking where I was. I then ran into the girl's bathroom and locked myself in one of the stalls. I continued to cry, and I remembered that I had a small blade in my bag. Grabbing the blade, I pulled up my sleeve on my left arm. As I cried silently, I ran the blade over my arm, letting the pain soothe me. I put the blade back in my bag as I grabbed some toilet paper and dabbed the blood off my arm. I unlocked the door and quietly walked back to the garden to calm myself down.

After the rest of the school day I reached into my blazer pocket and grabbed my headphones, plugging them into my phone and putting them in my ear. I was just about to walk across the road when I felt a rough tug, ripping my headphones out of my ears, just to see Jackson Standing in front of me. "Hey Mia, how a- "I ran across the road to escape Jackson as the traffic then came. I continued to walk home and then unlocking my front door. I threw my bag on the floor and walked into my room, slumping onto my bed. As I sighed, I got changed from my school uniform and grabbed my phone from my bed clicking on Spotify and playing some music. I slumped into bed as I let my hot tears roll down my face. "Why does everything bad happen to me? Is it because I don't deserve to have anyone? Is it because I'm not meant to be alive?" I questioned as I stood up and turned the music off and headed to the bathroom to have a shower.

I heard a knock from the front door as I walked out of the bathroom. I rolled my eyes as I stomped over to the door opening it. "Hey Mia. Just wanted to see how you are, you looked a bit annoyed after school" Jackson said as he crossed his arms leaning on one leg. I tried to slam the door, but he placed his foot in the doorway, stopping the door from closing anymore. "Ugh. Seriously Jackson. Just leave. I was like that because you tried to fucking hit on me, WITHOUT MY PERMISSION!!" I shouted at him, trying to close the door. Jackson just scoffed and smirked, kicking the door open with his foot, making me fall to the ground. "He- Ahh!" I screamed as I fell on my butt. Jackson didn't say anything but just raised his eyebrow and slowly walked towards me. "What do you think you are do- "His lips pressed against mine as he put his other hand on my hoodie. I tried to push him off, but he took his free hand and grabbed my hands while picking me up and walking to my room. "Get- Mhhmmh Off of- Mhhmmh me!" I said between his rough kisses. Jackson was about to pull my hoodie off as he relaxed his grip on my wrists, giving me enough strength to push him off. I sat up and slapped him as hard as I could, making Jackson twist his head to the side in pain. "Don't you dare do that to me again! If you think that doing this will make me yours, you are wrong! You are just a fuckboy who wants to get into everyone's pants!" I screamed at him as I walked out of my room. Jackson followed me as he tried to reason with me. "I didn't mean for it to come off that way, I just wanted to show you how much I like you." Jackson pleaded as he kneeled down on his knees and started to rub his hands together, begging me to forgive him. "I don't care Jackson. I don't like you, so get the fuck out of my house before I call the cops." I said as I rolled my eyes, feeling the bad vibes radiating off of him. Jackson sighed as he stood back up and walking out the door. When Jackson turned his back to me, he smirked knowing what he'll do next. I shut the door, locking it, crying again from feeling so powerless in front of him. I headed back to my room and fell to sleep.