Morning Year. Seventeen Ff

.thirty three.

After weeks they already completed their performance, but since they will be representing the school, things should go perfectly and smoothly so they decided to practice more and more

Even if they are busy, and Yooyoung couldn't really see them as often like the past month, she's still sticking to Jeonghan and being all sweet to him, I haven't talked to him about that yet, I don't know if he likes her now or maybe he hates her more now

My mom isn't still in home, Minghao is still living with me, but we really doesn't have the time to hangout, after a long day at school they'll go home, eat, rest, and repeat

Their body is not really that good now, I mean some of them became thinner or something, And sometimes some of them will go to school with swollen eyes, I have no idea how they are doing

I know this should be taken seriously but.. I don't know, I just don't want to think negative now, I hope they'll fight

Also the school director made me go to school, like as a normal schedule since I am not in their group,  I just hope this ends well and I hope this'll end soon

When I came to school today, just normal, not until someone pulled my hair and pushed my head to the wall, and yes, it hurts

"Sorry, I thought you're a trash so I pushed you out of the way" The people are staring but without showing anything, like they're used to seeing this..

Because they are. Since I have no one to talk to, I have no one beside me always, I started to just stay silent and not talk to anyone, I couldn't fight her because I might say things that she'll regret, specially her secret, so I don't want to burst out since it's not my secret, also Jeonghan's image is in line

I stood up and picked the things that fell, I fixed my uniform and just do what I am doing, I went to my classroom and put my head down

"Ms. Won?" I looked up and saw the teacher, she's already here? And why is she so shocked?

"Are you sick? What happened?" What?

"Go to the infirmary right now and have urself checked, someone who wants to go with h-"

"No, I'll go by myself" I stood up and went on my way, I couldn't see clearly because my vision is not that good but I made it to the infirmary

"Hello- you again? Sit here, your condition is getting worst and worst, please go to the hospital" She said, I can feel that she's worrying

"No please don't, I don't want my family to be bothered" I said

"Please go, Kyongmi I am now a friend okay? I care about you I couldn't stand seeing you like this, You know that if it got worst you might-"

"Yes I know, worst case, but trust me, I can do this, I can fight throught this, My life is not going to end soon, I still have so many things to do, Don't be sad or something, I'm still strong and alive" I said and smiled at the end

"You're not strong, just alive" I sighed and laughed, she's right

This is also a reason why I don't want to fight Yooyoung, because I am sick and not strong

"Okay here, I'm gonna treat you whatever you want, but you should go to the doctor" She said, that's a good one honestly

"Okay Unnie let's go now" I said but she couldn't, cause she still have a shift in here

She gave me pills and it made me a little better, I went to my classroom and waited for the classes to end, after all my subjects ended, I packed my things, grabbed my bag and went to the infirmary to see Unnie

"Promise me you won't tell anyone okay?" I said so she just laughed and nodded then we had a pinky promise, just to make sure

I waited for her to packed her things and then we went to the bus stop and to a clinic

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