why do I try
to get up in bed
to climb down to the floor
am i broken
why dont i understand
or care about them
whats the point
why
its like im not me
theres a voice in my head
it says i am wrong
that this is my fault
but i tried
im just so tired it hurts
so whats the point
ive given it my all
ive tired to survive
but im done
i dont understand
im sorry
