Vanessa's POV
"nothing"
"Sure"
I hope she didn't hear me ...
"Are you sure because I thought I heard you say something"
I froze
"N-n-nope i-i didn't say anything"
I looked up to see rabbecca staring at me .she turned away quickly. I could see a faint blush on her cheaks .
" huh are you good becc"
"Yeah ... Did you just give me a new nickname."
"Yes. yes I did."
"Thanks"
After a while of just sitting there I calmed down
"hey becc we should go check on Em"
"No first were going to make sure your OK "
"Yeah I'm fine" I lied.
"You don't seem fine . do you want to talk about why you had such a big panic attack"
"Not really"
"You sure "
I contemplated whether I should or shouldnt .
"No"
"OK go ahead I'm listening."
" well you see last night I had a nightmare about something I want to say to someone but then saying it and then they started calling me names and saying that I'm useless i-I'm not w-wanted" I started to tear up. Rabbeca pulled me closer if that was even possible. "You are wanted" she started "And you are needed. If you were to go I wouldn't know what to do with myself also Em wouldn't have her fight or flight . Not Only would we all lose an important side we would lose a friend" by this point I was crying fully. "Thanks becca." "It's alright I will always be here for you""thank you"
Rabbeca's P.O.V
I'm glad Vanessa is ok now. I might be slightly obnoxious... Ok fine extremely obnoxious But I must admit I do have A soft spot for the anxious mess that is currently cuddled up to me . Another confession I have fallen head over heels in love with her . I want to tell her but the fear of being rejected was larger than my courage . I'm not supposed to be the anxious one that's nesses Job .... but I am . "You ok now ness" The good thing about being in love with ness is that you are so fascinated in her that you can tell when she is lying " A little... can we go check on Em" she said truthfully . Yey were getting closer a least she can trust me enough not to lie to me.
"Yeah come on let's go and see if she is ok"
We slowly got up and together we walked down to go and check up on Em. " hey Em I'm sorry about the panic attack" "Its ok ness how are you doing."" I'm doing ok now... thanks to becca""Do you know what caused it"" yes ... but I don't want to share" "ok just remember we are all hear for you"
Ness just nodded . "Can I talk to you becca" Vanessa asked me with what sounded like fear lacing her voice. "Of Course" I hope she's ok
