Imagines

Losing Hope . (Valerie)

(The song for this imagine is "Valerie" by The Weeknd)

~Abel Tesfaye (The Weeknd) Imagine~

*Valerie's POV*

It was almost 1 in the morning when I got up to a knocking on the front door downstairs. I had on panties and a bra so I quickly threw on my black, silk bathrobe. Running down the steps barefoot, I called out, "Who is it?" as I made my way to the door then put my eye up to the peephole. I was surprised and my heart raced as I saw Abel standing outside in the pitch black. I knew it was him because the first thing that I saw was his tall, tree-like hair. I opened up the door and he looked me straight in the face with tears running down his plump cheeks.

"Abel?" I questioned worridely. "What are you doing here?"

Its been about three months since I last saw him and I thought that it would be my last. Abel and I broke up because I found out that he was seeing another woman. I walked into the club the day that I found out and saw him in the VIP section hugged up on another chick. I remembered her sitting in his lap and he was rubbing her while kissing all over her neck. I was so hurt when I seen them and I ran over to the girl and beat the shit out of her. Security had to pull me out of the club but at the moment, I didn't give a fuck. I just wanted her off of him. Abel same outside with me and I was hitting all over him and screaming. He claimed that he was drunk but I knew he was lying because I've known him long enough to tell apart the drunk Abel vs the sober Abel. We broke up that night and after that, I never seen him again until now.

I missed him like crazy when he was gone but I was still angry. Well, more hurt than angry. I thought that he had moved past that because I warned him about seeing other women after an incident like this happened a year ago. He stopped seeing them and I had all of his attention. But after the second girl, I couldn't handle it anymore and I left him. I kicked him out of my house and I guess he's been staying at his loft that he used to live in.

"Valerie..." He whispered and tried to wipe his tears away. Abel was never really the one to cry and I could tell that something serious was going on because of the way he looked. He looked as if he hadn't gotten sleep in so long and I hope that it wasn't because of what happened with us.

"Come in." I said moving out of the way. He stepped in hesitantly and waited for me to close the door. "What's the matter?"

I walked over to him and hugged him tightly. He smelled like weed and I knew that he's been smoking to probably let the high take over all of the pain that he's been going through.

"I came to talk to you." He sniffed.

I nodded my hand and grabbed his hand, leading him to the couch to sit down. I sat my body down next to him and he took a deep breath.

"Talk to me Abe.." I said holding his hand.

"Val, I'm in so much pain without you." He out his face into his hands. "Mentally and physically and I am so scared because I am losing you and I know that this is the end for us. You've forgiven me so many time for my wrong doings and I know that you can't anymore because I'm just so stupid!"

"Abel what'd I tell you about talking down on yourself like that?" I said calmly. "You're not stupid, you just make stupid mistakes."

"But do you see how many stupid mistakes I have made!!" He almost yelled causing me to flinch. "I have tried time after time to get my shit right and nothing fucking works. Im to the point where I'm losing hope...I'm giving up, Val."

He sobbed and I felt a tear roll down my cheek. His words caused me to think and thats when I said, "Let me see your wrists."

He shook his head. "No, Valerie I'm good."