Let It Be Beautiful

Once again

My heart almost fell out of my chest.
"A-at least I think she did," he added quickly.

I hopped out of the car, on my way back in the studio to confront Jhené.

"Kami! Wait!" Chris called after me as he jumped out of the car.

"Dammit Kami," Chris growled as he yanked me back. "No. You are NOT gonna go in there and do that!"

"Why, Chris?!? Because you love her? Because you want her instead of me?!?"

"No, Kami! I want you! I've always wanted JUST you! Just breathe, baby!"

I let out a deep sigh that quickly transformed to a sob. I dropped my head and buried my face in my hands. Chris pulled me in gently as I took in another breath and choked up as I struggled to speak. "I-... Why? Why would she do it?... I-I would've trusted her with anything!" I looked up at Chris, and looked back down. "And. And she knew that."

He started to rock side-to-side. "I can't have you stressed out while you pregnant. Breathe, baby. Calm down. I'll just text her and tell her that the baby shower was cancelled because something happened in the family. Just cut her off." He tried to walk me back to the passenger door, but I collapsed in mid step. Chris caught me and picked me up in his arms. He opened the door and sat in the car with me. "Kami... Kami... Kami..." His voice slowly faded off as he shook me and I blacked out.

I woke up to find wires stitched to my arms and a tube in my nose. I immediately checked to see if my baby was still in me, and then I looked around for Chris. He wasn't in the room.

"Chris," I moaned in a groggy, soft voice. I kept calling until a nurse came in. "Oh, Mrs. Brown. You're up." I got a little anxious and tried to sit up. "Where's Chris at? Where is he?" All of a sudden, Chris walked in, dropped his candy from the vending machine, and walked hastily over to me. "Baby, are you okay?" He leaned over the safety rail and kissed me softly. "I'm okay, Chris." "Chris Brown," the nurse asked for clarification. "Mhm," I told her rolling my eyes, knowing what was gonna happen. She looked him up and down and walked out of the room biting her lip. "Hol on now, tell her to come back up in here I got some words for her. Come on!" Chris laughed as I joined in. "We can't EVER have a normal day!" I laughed between every couple of words. "That's because the ladies love me," Chris teased as I pushed his head playfully. (😑)

A couple of hours passed, and an OB/GYN came in. It was Dr. Neverson. "Take the wheel lawd," I said quietly as I intertwined my fingers in Chris'. "Well... Are you gon stand there starin at Kami? Or are you gonna stick to what you get paid for," Chris said getting irritated. I put my hand on his stomach and pushed him back slightly motioning him to sit in the chair beside my bed.

"I don't get paid for this so ima continue starin at your wife," Dr. Neverson said. I gave him a crazy look as Chris stood up. I pulled Chris down to my face and kissed him hungrily. I pulled away after I heard the doctor scoff.

"Can I help you," I asked him as Chris sat on the edge of the bed. "Actually you can," he said with a smirk. I looked over to Chris and smirked at him. "Okay. Come here then," I told him in a seductive tone. He walked over beside me. "Kiss?" He nodded and eyed Chris before bending down toward my face. I punched him dead in his mouth so hard, he was out cold.