Gorgeous Complications

The Happening

A/N First time writing so bear with me guys.. The pic is how Sasha looks

It was a month since my sister got married , I was so happy for her but on a way I also knew that she regretted getting married on such a young age .. but the thing is that the guy she married is her mate her mate being Chad , but in a way I could also not blame her I mean he is like a child she has to do everything to his liking and all her hard earned money just gets pushed up his ass , I would never can be with a guy that spent all my money on his bad habits and let us go through tough times when we didn't need to and this my friends is why I am so happy that I found my true mate Jay , he is so handsome with his dark intense hazel eyes and his well chiseled and sculpted body .. he is my person you know and I mean come on a pretty face and a rock hard body what type of awesome bonus is that , I could already feel my fangs elongating and my mouth watering just from thinking about him .. Oh how I missed him so much , I missed him close to me , I missed how he holds me and brings every inch of me too ripple with goosies just by touching me his wolfs heat always has the best effect on my vampire like cold skin .

I wish he was here I really wanted to talk to him about marking me, I mean we are together like 6 years and we never even slept together not that im a slut I am still a V , I just mean normally when a wolf finds his mate he wants to mark her asap so everyone can see that that person belongs to them and well him being an alpha and soooo possessive and dramatic I just don't see why we haven't marked each other.

And just as if my prays has been answered My sexy Alpha stopped at my house.

After I saw Jay climb out of his blood red Ferrari I ran down stairs giggling because I mean the car is stunning its just funny for me to see that big built guy climb out of a low Ferrari.

I swang the door open and saw Jay standing all sexy like against his car and for a moment my golden ebony eyes flashed darker with lust Jay saw this and got a cheeky grin plastered all over his face so I decided to get him back by bitting gently on my lower lip, I saw Jay eyes turn black and with that he started taking long slow and taunting steps closer to me .. I thought that I was still gonna blink when Jay was right in front of me he lifted me with ease and I immediately wrapped my legs around his waist , which was hard because not only was Jay huge he was also very tall like 6,5 tall but being a vampire came with its perks .. so I attached my arms around his neck us both looking into each other's eyes "Wow babe I missed you so damn much" he paused moving closer to my ear whispering husky while holding my neck so I was closer to him " I thought you knew better to tease me with those sexy little lips of yours " he moved his hands to hold me on my ass and thighs " Well what you gonna do about it handsome " I replied and once those words were out my mouth I realised how slutty I sounded, but I wasn't going to complain now I was enjoying it too much , I moved my head so that we were looking at each other again " oh you'll see " the words were bearly out his mouth when his intoxicating full lips caught my own it was a little forced at first and a bit rough wich I didn't mind and then it was pure bliss his hand were roaming my body freely and my hands were clawing at his back , I was so thrilled that I got a sudden burst of confidence and nibbled slightly on Jays bottom lip just enough to draw blood and that's when all hell broke lose because the blood only spiked my adrenaline more and aparantly Jays too because next thing I know we were in my room on my bed Jay ontop of me pinning my hands above my head "Sasha you dont know what you just got yourself into" and with that he dived back down his tongue wantingly licking my bottom lip asking , no demanding entrance I wasn't sure what would happen so I denied him at first thats untill he grap my ass, I gasped he took that as a opportunity and pushed his tongue in my mouth and it was soo good I couldn't help but moan in his mouth I could feel him grinning and I was glad he liked my outburst.

Next thing led to another and the kissing got so intense that Jay finally stopped but just carried on leaving lustful kisses down my jaw , on my neck and on my collarbone , I was in such a bliss even that slight action had me going crazy and when I couldn't take his taunting kissing any more I wisperd silently and also innocently "Jay mark me " Jay abruptly stopped looking me dead palmed in the face , he was no longer lustful and passionate he was serious and slightly eritated "what happened?, what's wrong babe?" I put my hands on his heaving chest , he look away almost asif he was disgusted " mark you ? I thought we were over this Sasha ? We talked about this didn't we I mean we are still so young and I dont want u to regret anything like your sister does" I was shocked "but babe you know... I mean I know im ready I wont regret anything I mean are we just going to stay in one place in this relationship ..?" I then thought to myself 'he is ashamed of us ' Jay must of seen my change in emotion because he got silent asif hearing and not wanting to answer my thoughts " Are u scared that I will regret doing this .. being marked by you , or are u scared that u will regret marking me ??" I was eritated and filling with rage with each second cuz my gut deep down already answered my questions and I didn't like wat my gut was telling me ..

Jay look away asif not knowing what to say and this blew me off the roof and I came to realization , my eyes began to fill with water and I felt like all my hopes and dreams of us together was shattering every day a new crack forming in our relationship.

Jay looked over to me and when he saw me breaking down I saw remorse and pitty flash in his eyes " hey don't cry my angle, your jumping to conclusions I will never want anything els but you , you are my mate and I just want to do things ... you know right and I want to make each experience special and well over what you deserve ... and that w-well that takes time sometimes .. b-because everything sould be done slowwwlly and you know well perfect for y-you" I thought it was weird how he was nervous and stuttering and dragging out his words , but then I also thought that this must mean he really does mean what he says and he is truly being sweet , while a other side of me said 'your such a idiot he never did really care for you' but i shut that part out and embraced Jay in a loving hug and said "Well I guess I can wait hun"

Jay sighed and then said "Yes we will both wait love" he paused and then wisperd something very softly so that i wasnt able to even hear "Just u will be waiting to have something that was never really yours" he embraced Sasha so that she won't expect anything and lyed on the bed thinking of the one person he wanted lying in his arm wich saddly wasn't Sasha.

A/N okay people please tell me what you think if im any good and if I am heading in the right direction I will update every day but a lease with a few votes or comments I know this is the first chapter but I need you guys help to can write even more and besides this is a long chapter ... so love you guys and hope for some comments on the first chapter of this new book

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