Gorgeous Complications

Broken in peaces

A/N thanx for the votes peeps

Sasha's Pov

I arrived at my sisters place slumping out of the car , I was dizzy and kept feeling my legs wanting to give way beneath me .. 

But the worst was my stomach , it felt asif someone had a vise grip on my heart trying to rip it out ... and in a way it also felt asif a part of my soul was drifting away from me and I could feel every detachment and it wasn't asif strings were being pulled out , it felt more asif something inside me was being detached and cut  inch by inch from me with a blunt knife...

I fell into the house clutching my chest and stomach .. I didn't even pay attention to the already decorated place , I just willed myself up the stairs case falling over at the fith step ... I was panting and screaming agonising sounds of pain ..  and I couldn't understand how no one is hearing me , why is no one coming to help me .. 

So I began crawling up the stairs , my knees and fore arms raw from dragging  myself up each stair ..  I finally came to the top hearing muffled moans and screams ... I couldn't understand .. was Chase home ?? and did Jay maybe leave to go get finished for the party.... ?

I couldn't care if Chase and my sister was doing the nasty I needed help .

I turned over and slouched against the wall in a sitting position .. I lifted my shirt slowly not knowing if I really wanted to see what was going on with my stomach ... either way I lifted my shirt seeing my stomach was forming hideous black bruises  from the top in the middle of my breasts all the way down to my lower stomach .. but funny enough it didn't look like just a bruise , but also like black inky oil almost dripping and leakimg out my skin,  I could feel my body giving in and wanting to go limp, but I used my last strength to stand half against the wall using it for support ..

I willed my one foot in front of the other and was finally at my sisters room door where the moans and groans only grew louder  and I could swear I heard Jays name, but I ignored my thoughts because I was sure I was helusinating.

I holded my breath almost collapsing of the pain and pushed the door open , me immediately taking my place were the door frame was..

And just as the door went open everything was silenced .. I looked up feeling asif half my heart and soul had finally been separated after all the cutting.

I looked up and saw my sister sweaty and out of breath ontop of my mate who has a look of pleasure and lust on his face that is until he saw me...

I saw regret and hurt flash in his eyes , while my sister just smiled at me.

And everything became clear the pain and near death I was experiencing was because my mate bond was broken.

I felt a wetness on my face and realized my eyes was over streaming with tears ...  I looked to Jays face for a explanation , but all I saw was guilt , regret and shame ... Jay started ruffling the blankets trying to get out from under Katia..

He pushed Katia off of him and she landed shit hard  floor , I focused on Jay again realizing he was moving closer to me with sorrow in his eyes..

Bit i count move my legs wouldn't let me no matter how much I wanted to .. I was still in shock...

He brought his hands out cupping my face looking at me with eyes that seemed lost "Baby .. baby ?" I could see the panic in his hole face when I didn't reply " Baby !!! Baby !! Answer me please !! Why are you so pale?" His panic became worse when he took in how I looked and how badly I was hurt , his eyes filled with rage and sorrow "ooh fuck it was the mate bond I-I-it was n-n-noo" he stuttered looking at war with himsef

"You!!!" He said looking at Katia "You never told me this would happen !! You never said she would be effected !!!" He looked back at me embracing me in a tight hug and it outraged me to how now all of a sudden he cared.

"Baby what is happening w-w-why cant I hear you anymore? !!" He pulled his head back his eyes streaming with tears now ... he held me close once more resting his head on my shoulder sobbing " Baby?" He sniffed and I could hear how broken he his voice was

" baby why can't I f-f-feel you anymore?!!" His voice was like  shattered glass breaking and crashing each second.

Jays sobs became louder "I didn't want this !! I dont want this anymore.. please baby please" his tears fluded my hair and shoulder.. he was shaking by now.. I tried to move and pushed all the tears and pain away  .. I put my hand on his chest pushing him away but i guess i disnt relize the force i put behind the push because next ting i saw he was againsed the wal on the other end of the room

This must of shocked Jay and Katrina as i was met with shocked exprecions.

I then looked at Jay and that was the worst mistake I made,  he was crying and shaking , his face looked so broken and torn .. and that didn't make me cry  more , it just angered me , this asshole sleeps with my sister then he wants to cry yeah sure he probably feels the pain now but he had a choice to do this and where was his thoughts then ? ooh I remember on my sister and his dick, and yes I am actually torn inside but right now I'm pissed because though seeing him cry makes me feel sorry for him and makes me want to cry even harder.

I took my hand away getting ready to turn and walk when he grabbed my wrist I knew I had to get out this house now before I burst.

I looked up at him emotionless and yanked my wrist out of his grasp "You dont get to touch me!! " I could feel how my control over the situation slip with each word.

I was quite for a moment trying to regain some control , my breathing was slow , hard and very threatening ,i stared at Jay straight  in the eye leaning forward I looked at him disgusted and asif he was a pack of stinking shit standing infront of me.

"You will never get to touch me !!"

I saw the hurt in his eyes as his legs gave way and he fell to his knees .. I willed myself to turn away and start walking to my car while hearing Jay screaming and sobbing.

And my sister screaming from the room,  "Good redince he never really wanted you any way"

Before i knew it i was infront of her and i could feel my hole body shaking,  not just because what she said effected me,  not just because my own blood would do this to me but more of the fact that i knew what she said was true.

I looked at her scared and shocked little face and i knew why.

My fangs were extended and my eyes i could feel burning in my own scull.

"Is that so" i watched as she panicked but her face turn from panic to pleasure as she started grinnibg at me.

Before her smile could even reach its ful length i grabed on to her neck squeezing until i heard the satisfying snap.

But it was short lived as i knew her being a vampire would heal but i also knew that her neck will hurt like a mother fucker for a week so i took pleasure in that thought after all i would never kill my own blood,  my sister,  i guess im weak in that way.

When i was out the house my legs gave way and I cried one last time screaming in hurt and frustration.

After a moment I stood up and promised myself that I will be stronger and move forward without looking back ever agian.

I climbed in my car and sped off seeing Jay running after the car and then drop to the floor , I dragged my eyes from the rear view mirror looking and focusing on what is in front of me ... Jay was officially left in the past.

I closed my eyes and shut the images of him flashing through my mind  out... reopening my eyes I sped off to no where in particular.

A/N wow what a emotional chapter . Even I got emotional writing that .. its bad because like they say regret always comes to late ...

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