Sasha was a normal every day type of girl .. wait what am I talking about there was nothing normal about Sasha or her life , she was never this intimidating she was never this fierce and confident but above all nothing like this has ever happened to...
I felt my still weak body on what gelt like a hard small bed and someone barking orders, really could these people not just leave me in peace, i never knew that death was so busy and loud i thought annoyed.
I felt asif i was still waiting for a little part of my soul that was still traped on earth.
And then all of a sudden it was silence and i smilled to myself finally having peace that is untill i heard someone say " sorry little one but this is the only way"
I tried to figure out what this voice was saying and what the voice ment, that is untill i felt a sarp pain in my neck and and everything became brighter, more enhanced.
It felt like accid was running though my veins from my neck were the pain started all the way to my toes, i felt so weak but yet strong i couldnt start to think what the hell was going on and slumped to the ground the accid in my veins burning like the hottest fire lava and then the excruciating cold of my veins being filled and frozen with ice.
I couldnt take it, i through my arms around my body curl into a thiny ball and start screaming.
My body began shaking and i felt how the shaking caused me to now be 3 meters further from were i was laying at first.
I kept lying there, pain running through my body.
If i knew death was this painful i would of never wished it.
My sobs fill the dark and still place as well as my screams, i didn't take notice of it because my body has been doing that for a half an hour now.
I was lying hoping, praying for this to be over soon and asif something heared me my screams stoped and i felt nothing.
I was in shock and finally thought this was over.
I tried to move my shaky legs and got up on my feet and could feel the jelly sensation as well as the pins and needles bit they were subsiding.
I started walking to who the hell knows where, this place was dark as shit but something was in control hearing a calling i did not understand.
my thouhts were stoped as all of a sudden someone or something was clawing and cutting my back, i span around and saw no one this scared me shitless and i could feel warm liquid dripping from my back but it felt heavy.
"What the fuck is going on here!!!! " I couldn't help my frustration
But as soon as i opend my mouth it snaped and dislocated, i grabed my jaw and felt my teeth moving in my mouth, i wimpered as i got a sudden head ach and my hands pulled crucked.
I started running through the pain i just wanted to get out of here and i could feel my body going in to fits but i didnt care something was calling out to my soul and at that time it made perfect sence to follow it.
I saw it as my way out.
I was nearly at the end and my body was weak and it didnt help that every step i took i could feel myself being pulled back by something.
I grunted in frustration and pushed more like willed myself to leap forward and jump through the black cloud like wall.
And when i jumped through the cloudlike wall i couldnt belive it worked.
And i was left in darkness once again.
I was so startled when i felt a hand in my own that my eyes flutted open and there infront of me i saw my defeater and protector, but it wasnt his hand in my own.
I tilted my head to the side and was awe struck at the creature holding my hand and i felt protected for some reason asif i new he was my guardian Angel.
And all at once and all to completely the emotion and bond started forming i could feel my soul reach out for his and his reaching out for me.
I couldn't understand was i really that lucky and that blessed with a second chance because of my first mate beeing a fucked up.
I was in awe and wonderment that i looked at this man with love and hope "My beloved ? " i called on and to him
And i dont know what hapend but all the love and amazement left this angels eyes and turned cold and hurt and worsed was i could feel his soul retracting and not reaching out to mine anymore
I felt hurt and rejected but most of all confused, that is untill he opened his mouth and started to speaking.
''ya nikogda ne pozvolyu tebe byt' moim'' (i will never let you be mine) he said as he looked deep into my eyes and i couldn't help the tears that filled my eyes as he turned his back on me after glaring at me and if looks could kill i would be back there now, he was angered and i couldn't understand why.
