Gorgeous Complications

A Bipolar Jay

A/N pic is how Jay look hehe

Jay's Pov

I fell asleep last night thinking of the only true person I wanted in my arms and I know I said that it wasn't Sasha but this fucking mate bond had me so drawn to this dark haired beauty that was so petite in my arms , I mean she has one of the sexyest bodies I've seen , I have a hard on just looking at her and her being so close up on me.

'Yes our mate is puuurrfect' my inner wolf purred in my head , I should have been happy at that thought but it just outraged me , and when my wolf noticed too say he was pissed off was a understatement 'Why are u so embarrassed of our mate !!! She is perfect you'll never get anyone that comes close to her again!!!' My wolf was annoying me so I replied with a simple 'because I don't want her , I never did , if you want her go get her ' , I was glad when he never replied to that I then smirked and said ' besides I plan on getting the closes some Thing to her' I swear I could clearly hear my wolf's sharp intake of breath , but for some reason it didn't make me feel bad , it rather made me feel determined to get what I want. With that statistic thought my wolf graced me with one last comment , note my sarcasm

'if I could be the man and you the wolf I would have killed myself long ago knowing what pathetic insect I was !!'

There was silence and I felt asif in some way my wolf was torn from me and it hurt like a mother fucker , I started to panic and then all that I heard was a fisious terrible growl , followed by a mournful howl.

I ignored my wolf although I was scared shitless , I geuss I'm a pathetic Alpha for rejecting his Luna but to be fair she was never my Luna , I mean sure the bond made me love her , but she was never my choice it just happend , ooh and let me guess you're asking then why the fuck did you date her so long well that is easy at first she was all I wanted all I loved and then asif fate kicked me on the ass we found out we were mates, that's when I saw the one thing I wanted and She was the one reason I had dated Sasha for so long just to get to her to get the only Katia there was.

I found myself moaning at the mere thought of her "mmmh my Katia"

I didn't even notice Sasha stir awake "what was that baby?" She holded me thither

" Nothing baby just thinking of you " she smiled and well then I felt like a asshole , but what the hell technically I wasn't lying.

I was so in thought I didn't even hear Sasha's phone go off. And her read it , she paused and look at me happy.

"Ooh yeah hun , today is that party at my sister's house , you know the one you are gonna help her with , well she moved it to today and she was asking if you could go help her , cuz I cant I have to plan that meeting in Russia for the peace treaty"

My face brightened "ooh yeah I would love to help Katia " Sasha smiled " Thanks hun , ooh yeah and remember it's just you gonna be there helping her , cuz Chase ditched as always"

Wow my day couldn't get any better haha , today is gonna be my day !!! I jumped up maybe even with a bit too much excitement " Hell Yeah" I saw Sasha look at me oddly and I panicked , I couldn't let her suspect, all though it worked both ways let me just say I wanted Katia and well she wanted a little Jay for herself too .

I realised I was quite for too long and covered up with a lame " yeay we are gonna make the place soo awesome and me and my baby are gonna party like old time hehe " her serious face turned into a cheeky grin one which I must admit I enjoyed "well I got to get going if I want to satisfy my love with this party" I smirked at her kissing her on her cheek going to get finished to go.

And then I thought to myself how amazingly sly I was that Sasha didn't even get my double meaning with what I said.

A/N Okay people let me know what you think , how you guys feel and if im heading in the right direction ... I love you guys and thanks for the votes and comments and just to show I love you guys I will update again in a few hours from now :)

And I know right what kind of asshole is this guy its like he didn't even care .. Wow I would slap a guy like that right through his face lol