A past hero..(OC story! bnha :>)

19: Tʜᴇ Pᴀsᴛ

(This chapter will be mainly revolving around Makuro's past!)

(Makuro's POV)

As a kid, I was always showered with praise and compliments. I could have anything I asked for. But the one thing I never got, was love. My family's business was always first. Sure I had my older brother but he was the shut in type. When I got my quirk, my family was scared of it. It was seen as a villianous quirk to the public so I was shamed if I went out without a disguise.
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"Why did you do that!?" My mother screamed at me in the principals office.

I had killed one of my classmates accidentally when I was learning how to use my quirk. "What would people think that one of my children is a murderer?!" She shouted again, griping my arm. I only stared down at my lap, tears flowing down my cheeks as the principal sat infront of us. "Do you know how my business would be affected by this?!" She continued. I didn't mean to hurt anyone, I didn't mean it.

I'm sorry, mother.

News spread fast about how Shimizu family, how their daughter killed her own classmate. No one would even dare come close to me. Every recess was spent outside, sitting under a tree. Bullying here and there never hurt anyone right?
Wrong.
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That was 4 years ago, when I was 12. Now, people forgot about it. All my family do for me is provide me with money. They were focused on their jobs and future, definitely not their daughter.

So who would stop me if I did this..?
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I looked down at the tall building I was standing on. My short black hair flowing as the wind blew. My bright orange eyes gazing down below. 'Would anyone realise if I was missing..?' I thought as I looked up into the sky as the sun was beginning to set. I turned to my shoulder to see my owl, Yoshio. "If I don't make it, find Sora or Suzuki for me and bring this to them." I said, handing him a note. A suicide note.

It was a few days since Hawks had joined UA when I came up to the building. I placed my hands on the railings, then my feet. Right now, I was standing on the railing, looking down at the cars passing by. I took a deep breath in and closed my eyes, thinking if I wanted to back out before its too late. Thing is, I didn't want to back out.

My opened my eyes and looked up. "It'll be over soon.." I said to myself as I start to put more weight onto the upper half of my body. Soon I felt myself falling, the wing blowing quickly through my hair. I closed my eyes and turned around mid-air so I wouldn't land face first into the ground.

"Kid!"

I opened my eyes, red... wings..?
My bright orange as looked at the person infront of me, Hawks..? I saw his hand grabbing onto mine as he flapped his wings. 'Why..? Why did you save me..?' I thought as he flew both of us back to the building. "Kid, are you alright?" He said as he let me down while holding my shoulders. I felt my knees getting weaker and my eyes blur with tears. I fell to my knees as I feel the hot tears streaming down my cheeks. Hawks sat down infront of me and slowly pat my head. "It's alright now kid, you're safe here." He said calmly. I looked up at him, that look in his eyes. Sadness? Pity? Nervousness?

"Why.. why did you do that.." I said looking at his with tears in my eyes and some still flowing down my cheeks. "Kid, you matter to me. It doesn't matter if its apart of my job." He said, his hand resting on my shoulder. I didn't know what came over me but, I hugged him. I gripped his jacket tightly as I cried even more now. My feelings never came first, so this was a feeling I never experienced. Hawks was surprised but soon wrapped one arm around me and pat my head. "Someone as young as you shouldn't be feeling this way or thinking about this. I'm sorry for you kid." He said looking down.
(Out of Makuro's POV!)

"Hawks! I came here as fast as I co-" Aizawa said as he stopped at the rooftop of the building. When Hawks saw Makuro standing on the railings he called Aizawa. Aizawa saw Yoshio flying up to his with the note in his talons. He dropped it in Aizawa's hand and flew back to where Hawks and Makuro were. The note red."

"To, Sora, Suzuki, Hawks, Aizawa and my family. If your reading this right now. I'm probably gone, I'm sorry if I've ever miss treated you or ever brought you annoyance or pain. I took my life because I thought it was the best option. Please, forget about me. Live your life how you wanted to. I will miss you all and,

I'm sorry.
-Makuro Shimizu."

As Aizawa got to the last part of the letter, he felt a pain in his heart. One of his students were feeling like this and he didn't notice? He was just glad that Hawks was on patrol at that time or this note would be true. Makuro was still crying, she never ment for this to happen. She thought that she would have died by now.