through bloodshed and tears, i'll stay with you forever

A/N (here's the second video about what the girls did) 

April 5th, 1945, Miyagi Prefecture Kageyama's POV (and a bit of it in third person)

He stopped and looked back at me, smiling the same beautiful bright smile he always wore, His face was dusted with soot and dirt from days in the cave and battle. His arm was bleeding a bit from a sharp rock being hurled at him by a japanese soldier, and he had small scratches all over him. His hair a dusty tangerine, but they never lost the soft and shiny look that I would never forget. His eyes however... they told a different story than the smile he gave... His gaze was full of fear but also acceptance of what was to come, his shining eyes were dappled with tears that he finally let out. This was a smile of a last goodbye, his eyes were taking the last picture of the last scene he would ever see, and he chose to see me. He took a few steps forward... I couldn't move, I was paralyzed in fear of how this was going to end. Something shiny came from my peripheral vision, darting towards him. And suddenly out of nowhere a bullet came, hitting his side, throwing him sideways and back as a second. A third one hit. I couldn't move... why couldn't Ii move? I see him so clearly, stopped in time as he looked at me, calling me for help. I need to help him. LET ME SAVE HIM GODDAMN IT. I forced myself to go into a breaking run. I CANT LOSE YOU NOW. NOT NOW. "HINATAAAAAA!!!" I screamed, my throat was dry and I could feel the taste of blood in my mouth. I stumbled forward, tripping over a rock. Not now, not now SAVE HIM. GET TO HIM. I fell towards the small orange fluff ball that was now lying on the ground, smiling, a trickle of crimson leaking from his mouth. His hand clutching his bleeding side, clothes starting to be stained with dark blood. I got up stumbling once again with haste, the sounds of guns and bombs now dulled. All I could really see was Hinata, the rest was blurred out, clumps of dull color surrounding him. I didn't care if I would die anymore, he was dying, no matter what, even if I survived, I couldn't live without him anyways. Not without my sunshine. I lunged towards him, a shaky arm extending, trying to grasp onto him, when I get shot in the leg, the pain is numb, and I somehow feel nothing, though I still limp, "This stupid idiot, making me fall in love so hard I'm even doing this" I thought, though I knew I never really truly meant any of that, he was dying, this was no time for any insults... he was dying it finally hit me. I nearly stop again, almost paralyzing in dread. Not the time. NOT THE TIME. I reach his side, he was beginning to pale, skin whiter than it's normal hue. "H-hey Kageyama-kun," he smiled, tears flowing faster and faster, "I-i knew you wouldn't let me die so e-easily" he choked out, "Shut up boke" I said, though I was crying as well, I tried to wipe away the tears but they came back again like a never ending river. "W-why did you run t-to me?" he cried out, his beautiful face scarred with tears, though it never ceased to make him look beautiful, "Y-you might d-die alr-ready bec-cause you ran t-to m-me," he was taking heavy, labored breaths, his slowly dimming eyes glancing at my leg wound. "Y-you co-ould've h-had a f-futur-re w-with a p-pretty gir-rl w-who l-loves y-you." He started to cry even more, though they were silent, crystal tears, as it was hard to breathe without crying or yelling alone. "You're that pretty girl you dumbass" These were his last moments, I can't- I don't have any other chances after this, "Even before volleyball got cancelled because of the war, I couldn't help but look your way more, I couldn't help but want to see you more, your beautiful face and hair and your mesmerizing warm eyes and warm presence" his eyes widened as I said each word, and the tears started to flow more slowly with each sentence, but still streaming down his face. "You stole my heart you dumbass and I'm here to steal it back," I managed to choke out, and the tears completely stopped as he looked at me with his large hazel eyes in surprise and fright, and then he started crying even more, "oh jeez" I realized, he probably hates gay people, I might've just ruined it all, and he was dying. His last thought was how much he hated me. I messed up "Oh no-" I got caught off as a stray bullet hit my shoulder I nearly fell on top of Hinata, and the pain came all at once, and the blood started to flow. I fell to the side of Hinata, making sure to fall next to him, not on top, I clutched my right shoulder, "You can hate me now" I choked out, being thrown into a coughing fit after, a look of sorrow and forgiveness as I looked down at the ground and dirt, too scared to see the frightened look in his eyes, "I'm so sor-," to which a pair of soft yet chapped and bloody lips gently kissed mine, I could taste his blood, I could feel his fear, his sorrow, his emotions, flowing through. It was a sweet sad goodbye kiss that wives gave to their husbands after being drafted, I've seen them too many times before. We broke apart, a look of sorrow on my face, as I looked at his eyes once more. They were so beautiful, a light hazel, but with shades of gentle brown, a tint of caramel and candied ginger mixing in, making his eyes seem to be golden, shining brightly, but his light was dimming. His eyes were darker now, as if the colors were dipped into darkness, slowly but surely darkening with each passing moment. "I love you too" He gave a sweet smile, tears streaming more steadily now. I lay next to him now, both of us looking at the sky now, gray, dismal, and full of smoke, during this, Kageyama felt slim and course fingers slip through his, intertwining and holding on desperately, but still gentle so he wouldn't hurt me. After a few seconds of silence, he spoke, "I w-wish we c-could've been b-b-born later.." he cried out, I was looking at him now, taking in all of his face for what was going to be the last time. "I wish I c-could've l-loved y...you longer, l-loved y-you with o-our wh-whole life in front o-of us, until w-we grow old." he coughed. But smiled again after, he looked at me now. "B-but hope..hopefully t-the nex..t l-life w-we can live i-in, we c-can love e-each other f-for the en..entirety of t-that l-life, and t-the ones a-after." he smiled again, "i... l-love y-you" his eyes becoming dangerously dim, "i love y-you too..." I said, smiling as I cried as I saw him widen his eyes at that sentence, go back to normal, and then close his eyes for the last time, slipping into a deep eternal sleep, as he smiled at me, smiling as he heard kageyama's voice for the last time, and that the last thing he would ever see was kageyama, looking at him, holding his hand, and knowing that he loved him. I felt my consciousness starting to fade, black splotches covering my already blurry vision, he's gone. He's really gone. My sunshine... the one thing that kept me happy... it's gone... but at least i can die with him, I look at his gorgeous face one more time, and feel the darkness take me over. 

A/N I really hope you guys enjoyed this, it took me a while to sorta reread it and figure out which words I wanted to use to perfect it in the way that I could with my writing level as of now, so it definitely isn't the way I imagined it in my head exactly, but I think I did decently and I hope you guys had a fun time reading (and crying) as you read this. Byeeeee!!! :D