Flowers For a Loved One (Yandere Boy)

Chapter 5

Walking back home with Yamamoto was different then the first time we officially met and he walked me home. He was more giddy this time and talked much more than before. I didn't mind him, he talked about silly things like what is the best way to hold a pencil. It started because he said i signed my name weird on the discharge papers, but i thought the way i hold my pencil was fine.

"See you have to hold it like this for the best pressure, less strain on your fingers" he explained making weird motions with his hands trying to show me.

I didnt say much to rebuddle, i could only giggle at how adorable he was making such a big deal about something so unnecessary. Talking to Yamamoto was so different then talking to anyone i had ever met, he had such a different way of looking at life. Focusing on things that are so little and taking pleasure in talking about them. I don't experience life the way he does.

"You won't be laughing when you get carpal tunnel syndrome" he said acting as if he was upset but I know he was just teasing me so I just laughed some more.

"I don't think i've ever laughed this much, talking about pencils" I said smiling at him. Talking to him made me feel really happy inside.

Happy, such a weird word.

"Really Alice? I would like to make you laugh all the time now" he exclaimed "You have such a beautiful smile, it's a shame you don't smile often"

My cheeks turned red, and I felt nervous all of a sudden. Why does he say such things like that. I don't think I have a pretty smile, it's just a smile.

We got to my apartment building and the laughter and happiness I felt right now, disappeared almost instantly and was consumed from the darkness reaching me even outside the apartment building. I think Yamamoto noticed the change of expression on my face because he stopped making jokes and became serious too.

I starred at the building, almost trying to prepare myself when going in but it was if my legs were stuck in place. "You don't have to go inside" he said "We can go to my place" he smiled happily at me.

Honestly, anywhere seemed better than being in that place. "O-Ok" I said without hesitation which might have caught Yamamoto by surprise.

"I need to do something first" i said rushing inside the building, i ran up the stairs to my floor right in front of my door but it wasn't there. The white rose wasn't there. I guess maybe it's too early, i never bothered to find out who was leaving them or at what time they'd be there or not. Maybe when i come back again, it will be there.

I left with Yamamoto back to his place, which now that i think of might have been a reckless decision. I've only really known Yamamoto for two maybe three days. I don't think Yamamoto is a bad guy though, he might be a good person.

But is anybody really a good person?

We arrived to Yamamoto's place which wasn't far from my place at all. In fact it was right in front of it, maybe that's why we kept running into eachother. Yamamoto floor was the same floor as mine, and it starred right in front of mine.

What a funny coincidence, I thought to myself.

"Welcome" he said as he opened the door to his apartment, it was a very simple apartment. Nothing really crazy, his apartment had two rooms which was odd since he was only one person but it might have been at a good price. The walls were a muted gray all around, and there was a single blue couch in front of a flat screen tv with a dark brown coffee table in between them. Next to the door there was a coat hanger and the kitchen was white and black. It was fairly small but a still roomy apartment, and definitely modern.