Obessed Stalker | Jenlisa FF

Chapter 20

Jennie's turn

Jennie's past memory.
15 years old Jennie

"I'll go now mom..!"
I grab my bag, and head out to seoul city.
So many memories here, it's been only a year before she left.

I can't move on, I'm always curious how she's doing.. I don't get contact with her very much often or not anymore..

I did have some new friends around, but her. My lili, shes always the one.

Why does she have to leave..?

I remember promising to each other, we'll be together!.

But, after she had to come back to Thailand that all broke.

But I, Jennie Kim. Will never break a promise.

I will find Lisa, the one I've been longing. She'll be mine.

I've still kept these feelings for her.
She's the one, I know for sure. My heart has been telling that.

And I won't ever let go of it.

19 years old.

"WOooOH!!!"
I was drunk. Very drunk, I ran away. Went out with friends in the bar..
Fuck.

"Yo Jennie drink up yoo!!"
My friend, hanbin dancing his way towards me. With some more drinks.
I grab it and took a whole sip.

I know my life shouldn't be like this, but I feel damn free!.

No rules, No responsibilitie. Just the night, noise, numb and damn sojus!

After partying for awhile I stopped, and went out.
I'm so done.

One moment i'm living the life, the second i'm a zombie. A drunk, yet

"Hey Jen, why'd you go out?."
Hanbin followed out. I turn to him

"I'm done, funs over for me. I don't wanna get too drunk, and you know what happens next. I'm too loyal for Lisa."

Hanbin laughs.
"I bet Lisa already has a boyfriend"
I was about to turn around, but I stopped. I look at him.

"I mean, it's already more than a year. She's probably forgotten about you. Move on"
Hanbin added and scoffed.

No. Lisa doesn't have a boyfriend, no. And she promise she won't forget me!

I walk towards hanbin, charging towards him with unbelievable strength and the fact that he was also very tipsy too.

Pinning him down, my hand wrapping around his neck violently. All I could think of was Red.

He just made me think of Lisa being with someone else, being happy with someone else. Do you think I want that!?

"She will not forget me!! We made a promise!!, I am only hers!!" My anger took control of me, and this..this is the beginning.

"I-I *Gasp* J-Jennie"
Hanbin tries to talk, but I choke him harder.
Until hanbin, couldn't breathe anymore.

"She is mine, she always is. She'll come back to me eventually, We are perfect together, if you don't like that. Go to hell!"

I didn't hear hanbin respond anymore, his grip suddenly soften and drop. I let go.
Realizing what I just did..

I-I killed him..

I quickly stood up.
I-I..

My hands were shaking..What..what had gotten over me? It was like..i felt like a different person..
I suddenly heard poeple talking, and I immediately left the alley way.