From Hate to Love + Louis Tomlinson

Chapter 29: Arguing

" Jenny? Babe, why are you still awake? " Louis peeled his eyes open, he stretches his arms out then yawns. He looks at me with his sleepy eyes then smiles weakly.

" I can't sleep, Lou. " I said my voice cracking. He looks at me then wraps his arms around me making me feel safe. I wrap my arms around him and lay my head on his chest, hearing his heart beat.

" Everything will be okay. " The last thing I heard from him before I slowly close my eyes and drifted of to sleep.

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" Jenny? Wake up.. Jenny. Baby Jenny. " Louis cooed. I furrow my eyebrows and turned my body around, not opening my eyes. He sighs, I felt soft little pecks on my cheek. Louis. I can feel Louis gently pecks the back of my neck, my jawline, my cheek then my temple.

" Louis.. it's too early. " I groaned pushing him away.

" But.. Baby. I'm all alone. And it's really quiet so please wake up. " He begs wrapping his around me and he lay on top of me.

" No lou. Tooo earlyy. " I moaned.

Suddenly, i felt sweet kisses on my neck. He stopped kissing every spot and suck on my skin. He stopped sucking every part of my neck right when he found my sweet spot. I tried not to moan or open my eyes. His hands went under my shirt as his thumb rub in circles against my stomach. Before he gone any further, i stopped him.

" Louis.. I can't. I'm a virgin. " I confessed. He chuckled lightly. Is this thing funny to him or something?

"Baby.. It's okay. I fucked virgins before. I'll be gentle. " Ouch. Virgins before? I shouldn't be surprised but it looks like i am. I clench my jaw and push him off me, slapping his hands away.

" I don't want to. I'm not ready." I said. He looked at me like i was stupid or something. He throw his head back and laughed.

"Ready? Do you seriously have to be ready? Jenny.. all we do is just take my dick and put it in your pussy then boom done!" He laughed like this was some joke.

"Yes Louis! I have to be ready to have sex with someone. Okay? I'm sorry that i'm not ready yet but i want to do it with someone special and who actually supports me for my decision. Unlike you." I yelled at him. He stopped laughing and looked at me.

"Jenny.. Your fucking overreacting right now. Let's just do it and then we wouldn't be arguing about this." Is he fucking serious. I'm so close to slap him right in his fucking face,

"You know what. I'm overreacting it's just that i have a life right now and i don't wanna waste it on having sex when i'm not even ready. Why son't you just leave me alone and go look for a virgin you can fuck!"

"I will actually. Have fun staying here all alone while i have some fun. " He stands up and stomps his way out of the room. I heard the front door shut loudly. Is he really going to have sex with someone? Why did i fucking say that? What if he actually does it? Why does love have to make you feel wonderful things but then it hurts you like a brick being thrown at your face.

After that all i remembered was crying myself to sleep without Louis's touch or his voice to comfort me.

Author's note:

I'm sorry it's really shortt. I apologize but i promise next chapter will be a bit longer. I've noticed that Jenny and Louis needs a ship name. But if you know me very well, i'm not good at combining two names into one. If you guys would like to help me think of a ship name fore them that would be amazing! So please just comment what you think there ship name should be. You don't have to but that would be really nice of you :)

love jannalyn :)