From Hate to Love + Louis Tomlinson

Chapter 34: Anymore

I dialed my dad's number on my phone sniffing my stuffy nose. I wipe my tears trying to stop crying but i couldn't. It hurts so much. Louis hurt me so much.

"Jenny? Why-" He asnwers sounding confuse why i'm calling him during class.

"Dad? please pick me up. Please" I cried beggind.

"Jenny, sweetie are you alright?" He asks me, he sounds so worried.

"No daddy. Please" I cried even more. I felt someone watch me behind my back, i turn around. It's Louis. He stood there, his eyes getting watery.

"I'll be there in 10. Stay where you are, Jenny." He ended the call. Louis walks up to me, i walk away from hin but he caught my wrist.

"Let go of me!" I try to make him let go but he's to strong.

"Jen-" He tries to comfort me.

"What Louis?" He flinches when i say Louis. I usually call Lou but not anymore. "Are you going to say 'It's not what it looks like?' Louis please just let me go. I don't want to deal with you anymore." I sob. Everyone was watching, Nikki, Jada, Layla and Justin?

"I don't want to let you go, Jenny" He says quietly sounding like a little child.

"You have to let me go Louis. You have to. " I cry.

"Why! Jenny! I love you to much to let you go, Jenny. I want you so badly. I know that i did something wrong but i want you back. I need you." He yells at me, making me flinch.

"No you don't need me Louis! Yes you did something wrong, but you didn't bother stopping her. It hurt me how you didn't care that you were hurting me Lou." I see a tear roll down his cheek which made me cry even more.
"I loved you with all my heart but you just keep breaking it into pieces, Louis. If this keeps happening then we're not meant for each other Louis."
"Don't say that Jenny. Don't ever say that. " He cries.

"Louis i can't do this anymore. I can't" I shake my head crying.

"If you want me to go say that you don't love me anymore." I love him to much to say that. But i have to say it for him to leave me alone.

"I ca-"

"If you want me to leave you alone then say it Jenny." He cries wiping his eyes. He knew that i couldn't say it. But i have to. I can't keep doing this back and forth with him.

"I.. I don't love you anymore Louis. I never did." I lied. I didn't mean it, i still love him. He looks at me with hurt in his eyes. Tears quickly roll down his cheeks. He looks at me one more time then lets me go and left me alone. I stood there crying my eyes out. I felt arms wrap around me.

"It's okay Jenny. I'm here." My dad says. After that, i went home.

I run out of the car then went inside my room and slam the door crying and yelling. I grab the nearest object beside me then throw it into the ground. It hurts. I lay down on my bed crying, in a couple of minutes, i fell asleep.

Louis:

"I don't love you anynore Louis. I never did." It hurt me hearing those words coming for her. The girl i though i could love forever and never hurt her. But i did hurt her, to many tines. way to many. I walked out of the school not caring when the principal kept yelling at me that i'll get suspended.

"I don't fucking care!" I yell flipping him off. I took my pack of cigarrettes and lit one and smoke it.

"I never did" Her voice keeps running in my heard. What have I done? I sit on the sidewalk beside my car crying and smoking.

Now i know how she felt whenever i hurt her. Of course i love her. I never stop loving her, never will. She changed me, she taught me how to love.

"Louis?" Layla's annoying voice says. I trun around she was standing there smirking.

"Layla can you fucking leave me alone for once! Your so annoying you ruin everything! Layla! You're such a whore. I hate you, I hate you so much for ruining everything. Can you just fuck off go suck some saggy dick and leave me alone, forever." She was shocked. She groans in an angry way then left stomps her feet walking away. "Bitch" I whispered under my breath.

What can I do now? Jenny doesn't want me here, she doesn't want to deal with me. She doesn't love me anymore, she never did. I threw my cigarrette away tugging at my hair.
Might as well leave, leave her. Goodbye Jenny.

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