Doctor who/captain Jack one shots

please don't leave me again (12)

"You almost died, y/n! Again! You are so irresponsible, it's like you don't care!" The doctor screamed at me, as we had just been chased by Cybermen, I had almost gotten killed, but it always happened, a near miss and I always made it out, I was trying to buy more time, but of course, he was angry. "I was helping you! You can't blame me for trying!" I shout back, as I sat down on the stairs. "You are so thick! You don't think! You just don't think, it's bloody selfish." He snapped, I look down as I just take a deep breath. "What the hell is wrong with you? I tried to help you. Again and you just don't see that. You're being selfish." I stand up as he glared down at me, "Do you have any idea how stupid you've been? Do you?" He looked so angry, looking into the eyes of the man I loved so much, but he was starting to test me, I was so mad, I just wanted to scream. I was so pissed off. "Take me back."
He frowned, "What?" He seemed to calm down slightly, "If I'm selfish and stupid, I'll make it easy. Take me home. Problem solved." I turn and I held my tears back as he went silent. "You- you really want to go home?" His voice went quiet, but the damage was done. "Until you learn how to talk to people, yes. I do. I'll leave you. You need to seriously reevaluate shit you say to people. It's not fair. I want to go home, so for once, do as you're told."

He looked down, like he was upset, he wasn't angry anymore, it was like sadness. I sighed deeply as he turned his back to me, the silence was kind of scaring me. "Doctor, it's not forever. I just need- oh my god, Doctor." He suddenly collapsed into the side of the console, like he was weak. I manage to grab onto him, just in time as he just stared out at the doors. I pull him into me, as I wrap my arms around his middle, as I sat behind him. His eyes were full of tears, but he looked like he was in a state of shock. "Doctor, I'm here. Please, snap out of it." I held him tightly, as his breathing was ragged, "I- I can't-" he was having a panic attack, I could see that. "It's okay. I'm here." I whisper, I kiss his cheek as he leaned into me, I held his hands, as his hands wrap around mine, I just relax, his cold hands inside mine, but this was the most affection he had shown me for a long time, "I'm in love with you." I whisper against his ear, it just seemed like the best time to tell him. "Please don't leave me, I need you." He looked back at me, as I didn't dare let go of him. "Just please speak quietly next time." He nodded as his grey eyes never left mine, but I didn't want them to. Looking at him was looking into the doors of my future. He turned and he just leaned against my chest, as I held him for a little while, but it was perfect and it felt so right.

He was my entire world.