Hi guys. So I hope y'all had a fun Halloween😁 I was gonna be spacejam basketball players
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with three of my friends but I couldn't get the jersey in time and just stayed at home while they all did something. I was on tiktok later in the night and they was posting best friend and trio tiktoks but never mentioned me which made me realize that I try to involve myself with them too often and that I should prolly just lay back a little. I saw that they spend a lot more time together and they talk to eachother more. I just exited out the app and decided not to pity myself, instead reading wattpad and listening to My "TEMP" playlist. If you're wondering what that is, I make a playlist of songs I only wanna hear for that time being, and when i'm tired of it i delete it.
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Anyways it's November 1st. I've been tryna shift every night and it still hasn't worked i'm so FUCKING mad😒 I scripted everything i have the right breathing and my body always falls asleep but my mind tends to wander i can't focus on the image at hand and it's ruining my experience😭 Like i'll be thinking about going up the stairs (double sided staircase method) and the memories and everything but then i'll get real deep into the memories and start thinking about why that thing happened and who was involved and i end up completely forgetting i'm supposed to be imaging walking up a flight of stairs. so i'll try again tonight when I gts before school.
Bye😘
-𝑁𝑖𝑦𝑎ℎ🪐🦋💝
(BTW ima start doing that outro shit just because I think it looks pwetty)
