Y'all so i'm a dumbass. So basically I had a dream that I pierced my tongue with an earring and it only hurt a little. When I woke up i was so mad that it wasn't real bc i reallly want a tongue ring. And then i had an idea. Before school I tried it LMAO
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So i didn't do it LMAO lots of people told me not to but I STILL WANT ONE all my friends out here getting nose piercings, braces, dying their hair and all kinda stuff but ion want one of those. It sucks to always feel left out or missing something. My mom said i have to wait till i'm 17 and UGH ION WANNA WAIT THAT LONG. Like look at these people....
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Nose ring
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Blonde streaks
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Nose ring
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Braces
Like.....what do I do?
So yeah and I'm still reading porn on this app as one does when they search up smut....Ngl DDLG don't sound too bad rn. I think i'm going crazy or sum. Also earlier i was MAD AS HELL. Look this is what happened.
yesterday my mom was on my back hard as hell talking about how i should think and journal about what i wanna change abt myself for the new year and when i said idk she lectured me and then she said that she doesnt like the subliminals im listening to at night to help me shift so she made me liten to "I AM" affirmations instead and the talking distracted me i couldnt focus and there was this lady outside my window screaming at IDK WHO at 10 at night and I couldnt focus on shifting when i was counting and i didnt even get past the number 20 and THENNN this morning my mom forced me to cook breakfast when i told her i could eat later then she used the "well im hungry" card and made me make us an omelete and i kept dropping stuff and messing the food up she wouldnt even let me talk she said she was busy doing more important stuff so she didnt have the time to argue with me
So yeah i sent that to a friend earlier so that's why it's like that. So yeah when I try to shift tonight there better be NO ISSUES and ima really try to focus on it. Also i hope my breathing isn't affecting my process too bad bc one nostril is always stuffed because my senses are high in allergy season. And as soon as I typed that she told me to go get ready for bed. I'm ready now and it's 10:15 but i'm gonna gts and try to shift again tonight even tho my attempts are starting to get annoying. Goodnight babes🥰
