Fallin' for the wrong guy!

Chapter 8

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"December 10th, 2012

Dear diary: I can't believe it's one week until I'm 16, I hope Kade remembers. If he doesn't I am going to be so mad! I hate it when people say 'Happy belated birthday' it's so irritating, I just want people to remember my sweet 16 birthday! I just hope the boys that I hang with don't get me a gift because I don't eat anything but someone to call me theirs. I guess that not gonna happen because I'm so FAT. People think I look pretty or beautiful but I don't... I guess my friends are trying to make me feel better but it's not working really... :( I just want a guy who is sweet, caring, loves me for me, doesn't care what I look like... I would feel so much better if there was a guy like that out there somewhere, and I wouldn't care if he were a hockey player, football player, baseball player or even if he was a cowboy or not, or if he was a motocross racer or not... I just want someone to call me theirs not matter who they are...

Love Lexi Payne

P.S I hope Kade shows up to the next game..."

Hey there! I can NOT wait anymore! I wish it was my birthday this week and not on a Monday... That like totally sucks. I wish that u could open my card for my grandma earlier but my mom says 'No' every time I ask if I can, but NO! Its so not fair because my sister opened her card like in July and her birthday is in September... That makes me so mad! My friends want me to have a big party but I'm not going to have a big party maybe just a small get-together! I just wishing that he remembers because its like I'm finally older than him... I am on my spare which means I have no class right now and I so just want to call him but he's still in school...