I've wrote this 2 times ugh
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Bells pov=
It was lunch and I was sitting with cam and ems.
"i heard you were late to class today, some being a badass"he says with a wink. I laugh.
"yeah I got sick again and missed five minutes no big deal. " i say, taking a bite from my sandwich.
" i think you should go home and get some rest, then you might feel better. " he says drinking the last of his drink.
" I'm fine. I don't actually feel sick it's just I puke from time to time". Emily looks at me and I know what she's thinking. It must be morning sickness. I can't be, he obviously used a condom he's not that stupid. Looks like I'll find out later today.
After school ems and I walk down to the shops. There was so many to choose from.
"which one?" she asks. I shrug. She randomly picks one off the shelf and I pay for it. I hide it in my bag and we walk back to my house. When we reach my house we go up to my bedroom. I take it out off my bag and look down at it for a while scared to see the results. "you gonna talk it?" i nod and standing up from the bed making my way to the bathroom, but stop dead in my tracks.
"What happens if-" tears starting to for " bells you know whatever it says were here for you".
"thanks ems" i hug her she instantly hugs me back.
"it's going to be okay now go" she says motioning me to the bathroom. I nod and walk in.
It's pretty simple, all I need to do its pee on the stick. I come back out and sit on the bed next to her.
"you have nothing to worry about" she assures me. Please God, I hope so. A few minutes later I get the results. It shocked me, I didn't expect it to say this. How can a result on a stick change a person's life completely.
"expect this "i say, tears in my eyes. It was positive. I was pregnant with Kian Lawleys baby. " What am I going to do? "i shout.
" claim down, everything's going to be okay, like I said were here for you me, cam, Nash, Hayes, will, zoe, your parents and even sky. " omg my PARENTS ARE GOING TO KILL ME, EITHER THAT OR DISOWN ME. My family probably won't talk to me. And eventually so will Cameron and Emily. They don't want to have a pregnant friend.
" so you sure Kians the father? " she questions.
" of course I've only slept with him. " i say through tears. She hugs me.
" everything is going to be fine, I promise. And Kian he'll be there for you too. " i laugh.
" yeah I'm sure he will, we're not even dating. He's not going to be there for me we both know that. " she sighs. I knew she was lying.
" think about it, in eight months time, there's going to be a little baby here. Your baby bella, doesn't that make you feel better. Your going to be a mom, a great one too. "she says excited. Yes a baby who will need constant care. A poor baby who's going to have the worst mother ever.
" I'm 16" i whisper.
"i know, there's going to be some bumps along the road but we'll be t though them together I promise ". She smiles at me. I hug her tighter.
" i don't know what I would do without you ems. " i say. She whipes my tears away.
" i wouldn't know what to do without you too bells" her phone rings and she answers it. "hello". "am.. Yeah". "okay bye," she hangs up. "belly I'm sorry but mum what's me back." i nod.
"it's fine thanks for cheering me up. " she smiles.
" are you going to be all right? " she asks, I nod" okay, you take care okay. If you need to talk ring me okay. I'll text you later. Bye" i wave goodbye. And she leaves the room. I put the pregnancy test in the bin. I go over to the mirror and whipe my face. It was obvious I had been crying. I put my hand on my flat stomach. That was my little baby growing inside me.
"mummy promises everything's going to be fine little baby". I run my stomach. I don't know what I was expecting, the baby to kicker something. I was acting so stupid. The babys not even a size of a pee yet and I was hoping it would kick. I quickly take my hand off my belly and leave the room. I go into the living room and sit beside Hayes. He looks at me concerned.
"have you been crying? " he asks, I forgot my eyes were still red.
" no", I lie, not look him in the eye or else he would no I'm lying.
"Bells what happened? " he asks, pulling me into a hug. He was really sweet when he wasn't being a ass. He holds me and I cry into his chest. I was getting his top wet but he didn't care. He strokes my Check. " hey, tell me". I was shaking in his arms. I can't tell him, I still had to get used to it myself. "bella".
"I'm pregnant ". I whisper without thinking. His eyes go wide. I start crying harder and he hold me.
" shh, Bells, it's okay" he repeated over and over. It wasn't okay, my life was ruined. I'm pregnant at 16! And it's the schools players baby. I calm down and stop crying. "tell me everything".
"last month at the party I went to, I didn't stay over at Emily I stayed over at Kians house and we ended up sleeping together and now I'm having his baby. " i say, whispering the last bit.
" are you keeping it? " of course I'm keeping it, I'm not going to kill my own baby.
" of course I am what kind of question is that" i shout. I was really hurt.
"i didn't mean abortion I meant adoption ". I think about that. My baby will go to someone who wanted one and they will grow up with a better life. But then again it is my baby, I love it I can't give it up.
" I'm keeping it". He sighs.
"okay, who else knows? " he asks.
" you and ems"
"okay I won't tell anyone"
"thank you hayes" i say. hugging him tighter, as he rubs my back. "I love you Lil bro".
"i love you too big sis" he smiles. I kiss him on the cheak. " looks like your going to get a lot bigger. He laughs.
" yeah." i smile. He place a hand on my belly.
"I'll always be there for you" he says, Nod " I'm sorry for being a asshole lately" i laugh
"thanks" Nash comes in when I kiss him on the cheak.
"aw looks at my Lil bro and Lil sis" Nash laughs.
"fuck up", Hayes mutters. Throwing a pillow at him face.
"language ", Nash warns. I just sit there laughing.
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