Falling Out of Love [editing]

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I scanned the room, looking for someone,

I checked the front seats, none
Back seats, none

at nung tiningnan ko naman yung upuan ko, I saw someone whom I searching for,

He's sitting at the seat on my back

I casually went to my seat, and gazed at his presence

And then nung tiningnan ko siya, tiningnan niya lang din ako, pero parang may kakaiba, he's stare more looked cold and intimidating, I can't figure it out kung bakit, basta ang alam ko may mali, and that's what I need to find out right after kong kausapin si yuri

Sa tingin ko kasi may kinalaman siya,

I concluded a theory lang kasi based dati palang parang may gap na talaga between them, ewan pero hindi ko rin sure baka nagkataon lang

Narinig ko namang may sumit-sit sakin

"Psst"
hinanap ko agad kung kanino galing 'yon at hindi ako nagkamaling si kends nga ang may gawa 'non

"Bakit" I mouthed

nakita ko namang tinuro niya yung likod ko, I knew, he's talking about enzo,

I mouthed 'galit ata'

nakita ko namang nagbago bigla yung expression niya

'kanino?'- she mouthed

'ewan? baka sakin' I mouthed habang biglang binagsak ko ang balikat

she also do the same, bagkibit balikat nalang din

I swiftly gazed at Enzo again, pero this time, hindi gaano kahalata paramakita ko lang yung neutral face niya ng hindi niya alam na tinitingnan ko siya,

baka kasi pag naka-harap lang siya sakin saka nagiiba yung mood niya

pero based naman sa nakikita ko ngayon, walang pinagbago, all I see in his eyes we're coldness and sadness,

siguro broken ang isang 'to kaya ganto?

I wanna help him kasi he's my friend naman, but the thing is, paano?

eh hindi nga niya ko magawang tingnan ng diretso?

I'll give him time nalang, siguro pag nakapag-adjust or atleast cope up na siya, mag-oopen up narin siya sakin,

pero paano kung hindi?

hayss, bahala na, I'll do my part nalang, pero pag hindi parin tumalab, I'll try once again,

I'm not just a typical friend, if one of my friends are having difficulties, I'm always be there, kung mailap and ayaw nila mag-open up, I'll give them time, but if still no progress, I gave them enough time and that's the time I'll do my part and give efforts para mapagaan and makatulong ako for them

It sounds crazy, but I love my friends the most, I will always treasure them no matter what

***

After the bell rang, which means, it's already lunch, I quickly grab kends and hinatak ko siya papunta sa room nila yuri,

hoping na makita namin siya and masundo narin

pero, sadly, nauna raw itong lumabas sabi nung tropa niya

nang makarating kami sa pathway ng cafeteria, I saw a guy nakatungo lang siya sa table, seriously?

unti-unti kong narealize na si enzo 'yon