Falling Out of Love [editing]

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As I've told, he still insist, yup he's enzo bcs of this attitude,

lalo siyang mas naging distant, ewan ko ba bigla nalang siyang lumayo, baka ayaw nya nakong maging friend?

but, fortunately, napapayag ko naman siyang sumama sakin, it's my treat naman weh

"Oi, bakit kasi nauuna ka, alam mo ba kung saan kita ililibre?" tanong ko sa kanya

paano ba naman naman pa saking maglakad, we fought panga kanina kaya ayan nagalit ko ata,

*correction mas nagalit ko ata

-.-

tumigil lang siya sa paglalakad, at 'yon nayung chance na sabayan ko siya,

nang nasabayan ko na siya, siya naman tong huminto,

medyo nakalayo nako nung bigla siyang huminto and bumagal yung lakad,

like? mabaho bako at ayaw niya akong makasabay maglakad? or ganun bako kapangit for him para iwasan ako?

hah! for his information marami nakong nireject na guys kasi they all have 'attitude' basta, I like guys with the light vibes or hindi yung alam mong mamo-mroblema ka sa kanila

and also, ang standards ko sa guy is kailangang kilala ko muna sila in person and atleast we became friends kahit hindi ganun kaclose

kaya nga ganito nalang ako kay yuri, I have fetish on moreno guys nga kasi, ilang beses ko na yung inulit pero I like yuri more sa tuwing nakikita ko siya basta.

and now, he's beginning to walk afar,

"Ayah!" napasigaw ako kasi biglang may humila sakin sa likod

"Tumingin ka sa daan" he said plainly

tiningnan ko yung daan, papunta na pala ko kalsada at hindi na sa pathway

"Thanks" I said and smiled at him

then, I looked at him changing position, he's now on my left side, yung tabing kalsada banda,

I looked puzzled, but honestly, I have this chance pa na makausap siguro siya ng matino kasi I think he's concern pa abt me kahit papano

even tho he's way farther than me while we're walking, ayos nayon basta ang importante is important

HAHAHA charought

basta, he's still concern abt me, and yun ang susuport sakin sa pagpush na mabalik yung pagiging friends namin,

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"Buti nalang kumakain karin ng fishball" I told him while he's picking fishball sa pan ni kuyang tindero

after niyang kumuha, umupo nalang muna kami sa may small dining area dun, basta parang set-up like karendirya

He's busy eating his food, and I think this is the chance to ask him na

"Are you mad at me?" I asked pero hindi ako nakatingin sa kanya

napatigil naman siya sa pagnguya sandali, pero tinuloy niya uli yung pagnguya,

dumaan ang ilang minutong katahimikan, he finally talked

"I.." he said, parang nag aalangan pa siya