✩letter 5✩

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Dear Jimin,

11 February.

My birthday.

A day I should feel happy but now it just reminds me
of my broken heart.

You called me to talk privately and here I was feeling all giddy
thinking you were gonna confess to me when you were confessing
your love for Seulgi unnie.

You wanted help.

And the only person you could depend on was me.

Didn't you have anyone else to ask help from?

Why me?

You know my heart broke when I heard that.

Nevertheless, I put on a smile.

A fake smile.

I wanted to be happy for you.

I didn't want to be selfish to keep you.

Because I know,

No matter what I do,

I can't force/make you fall for me.

And I don't want you to love me just to make me happy.

Cause that's fake love.

I want a real love.

But.

My mom always told me,

I should be selfish in my life cause if I didn't,

I will regret it...

But can I be selfish when it comes to you?

-🌹

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