Arrange Marriage

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

MARRINETH'S POV

Why do my world spins like this. Palagi na lang ba?. Pinagkaitan yata ako ng kasiyahan. I know that i should be happy because my sister is home. But in this situation im facing i dont know how to be happy. Kaya pala napakadali kong maging masaya sa piling ng lalaking yon kasi napakasakit ng magiging kapalit. Bakit ba kasi ang dali kong magtiwala? Why do i have to be so soft. Kambal kami ni Quitara pero ang laki ng pinagkaiba namin. Kung ako napakadaling magtiwala sya naman ay napakatigas.

She always build a wall around her so she wouldn't get hurt. Naiinggit ako s kanya kasi kaya niyang maging matigas. Nasasaktan ako dahil sa sarili kong gawa. Ngayon ay umiiyak nanaman ako dahil sa panlolokong ginawa niya na hindi ko alam at hindi ko nalaman. Kaya pala hindi niya na pinabasa saakin yung pinapapirma niya kasi para na pala yun sa pagkuha nila ng kompanya namin.

He told me it was for our wedding and he wouldn't let me read it because hes so excited.

But evrything was a lie. A perfect lie. A crime which is the victim is my heart and the suspect is that bastard.

And now i'm starting to hate future. Who knows if this happens again. But evrything will change in my own will. I will never let it happen again for my baby. I will raise this child with all that i can do. I will make her feel happy as i could. I will do anything for her.

She is the only one who never left after all.

Knock!knock!

Napaayos ako ng higa dahil sa katok. Hindi ko na lang ito sinagot alam ko rin naman na papasok.

"Brat..."

"What do you want little sis?" Malambing kong tanong.

"Why do you have to be like this?" Napahaparap ako sa kanya sa sinabi nya at binigyan sya ng nagtatakng tingin.

"What?" Tanong ko.

"Why do you have to be this soft. You act as if something didn't happen earlier" Kita ko ang awa at lungkot sa mg mata niya isa sa mga emosyon na ayaw kong makita sa kanya.

"I dont know....." Nag-iwas ako ng tingin sa kanya.

"Were going to London tomorrow. Dad want us to go" Napatingin ulit ako sa kanya.

"How about my carreer?, my life here, Julliana and my friends. I can't just live them here. I thought were going to Holywood for vacation but what with this sudden change of mind?. I want to fix everything." Bakit ba kasi kailangang umalis?. Why do i have to run if i can face this. Im going to fix this.

"Alam ko na hindi ikaw yung klase ng babae na tatakbuhan ang problema niya pero hindi naman sa lahat ng oras ay kailangan mong harapin lahat.  Tao ka lang Marinneth nakakapagod din minsan magpanggap na matatag kahit alam mong nahihirapan kana."

"I know, i know. Pero natatakot akong tumakbo. Paano kung wala naakong babalikan na kompanya dito?. Paano kung mawala lahat ng pinaghirapan ko dito?." Hinawakan niya ako sa balikat.

"Im here. I would never leave you. Everything has its own timing. We just need to wait and take what ours. You need to do this for your baby. You cant be like this. Your baby is trusting you to take care of him/her. Marinneth everything is just going to start. Do your own will once your fine but for now. Running is the best option." Napabuntong hininga na lang ako. I guess i dont have choice.

"Now go to sleep. Everything will never be the same when you wake up tomorrow. Be strong and brave" Nginitian niya ako na ginantihan ko ng isang pilit na ngiti. Tumayo na sya hinalikan ako sa noo bago lumabas ng kwarto.

I guess she's right....

Umayos ako ng higa at pumikit. Ang daming nangyari ngayong araw. I need rest. I need air. This problems are suffocating me. I really need a break.

Im so broken and the pieces of me are shattered. I did break. My heart breaks like a glass. And it shattered that causes me so much pain everytime those little break glass stab me inside.........

Hindi ko namalayan ang sarili kong nakatulog........

JULLIANA'S POV

"Everything is going according to our plan Tito."i said to Tito Zandro.

"Goodjob iha. My son really deserves you." Napangiti ko sa tinuran niya.

"I hope he think the same as you think tito. He really dont have taste." He chuckled.

"I'll hung up now. I still have to do some owning here." My smile never fades.

"Dont forget what you promised Tito Zandro" I said before he hung up.

You maybe shock of what you've just find out. But i have reasons. Im sick of her. Im sick of her being soft and plastic. She take away all that i might have. Having a reationship with Billy my ex is acceptable for me. But being the fiancee of my future husband is not. Zaigo is always been mine since the day i met him. Earlier than she met him. He cares for me back then, dates me, treat me, and love me. But everything changed the day he met her. His time for me had shorten. His always with her instead of me.

And the day that he impregnate her make me do this thing i dont think i can do 'before'. I always hold up my anger everytime we bond. But seing Zaigo kissing other girls in front of me in a public place, freak out of me. I slapped him not because he broke Marinneth's heart but because he broke mine for the third time.

I've lost my sanity and insanity awaken me. Now that Marinneth is gone i can do what i want and what i love. Marrying Zaigo and having childs with him is the most precious future memory for me.......

Hinanda ko ang sarili ko the moment i step out of my car at the airport. I'll bid goodbye to my very so-call close bestfriend. I already wear my mask.

"Do you really have to go?" I ask her but shit you! You must go now!.

"Y-yes. I will miss you Julliana" She wave her hands before going in. While i froze hearing the voice of Quitara.

"Your not a good actress. You need a little more practice" I face her with a confusing look.

"What?" Nervous is eating me now.

"I'll guess i'll just see you. Goodbye Julliana. Hope you enjoy your permanent happiness" She turn back and walk away.

Scared me is still standing and shaking.

That bitch is really good at scaring. I chuckled. She must be joking......