Broken trust.

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                                                                                         Kentrell pov

After I realized what I said and did I instantly regretted it. I threw this girls dead grandma in her face then let yaya talk and hit her like that. Not gone lie them punches was hurting like a mf and where tf them guns come from? I was zoned out until babyjoe slapped me like a bitch on the street. I was finna beat his ass till he started yelling in my face. " YOU GONE CHOSE YAYA DIRTY ASS OVER AALIYAH OUT OF ALL PEOPLE, THAT GIRL AINT DID SHIT TO YOU AND YOU GOT THE AUDACITY TO FIGHT HER. LIKE WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU, DUDE THEN WE AGREED THAT WE WOULDN'T SPEAK ON THAT PAGE IN THE JOURNAL UNTIL SHE WAS READY TO TALK ABOUT IT. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF SOMEBODY THREW ALICE IN YOUR FACE THEN HAVE A BUMMY ASS HOE KNOWING YOUR BUSINESS AND THROWING THAT SHIT IN YOUR FACE HUH?" I really fucked was all I could think. " I know this aint exactly the perfect time but are we gonna ignore the fact she had 2 guns?" kd asked. We all looked at him before babyjoe stormed out. All gang did was look at me and shake their heads before walking out with babyjoe. Then yaya dumb ass tryna keep touching me and shit. "Baby its gone b- GET TF OFF ME YAYA" I grabbed about to leave. " Bae where you going? " "To find my daughter now get out stank ass hoe" "You really gone choose that nasty ass lil girl over me bet" She walked out with her shit mumbling under her breath but ian give no fuck my only focus was finding Aaliyah.

                                                                               Aaliyah pov

After like a hour of walking I found a nice spot on the hill where I was just letting my mind race thinking about all the pain and hurt I been through. I didnt have my journal which kinda made me mad because I didnt have anything to write all my thoughts down . Before I knew it it was dark. I didnt even know. I walked back to Kentrell house thank god nobody was home. I went to my room packed all my shit that youngboy bought and left money on the bed for all my room stuff he payed for.I had some money saved up from when I was selling drugs. I grabbed all my stuff and my phone and left. I got an uber to a nice hotel and had it booked for 4 days till I figured something out. I texted kd, Joe,quando, boomer,3three and Montana that I was safe and to not come look for me because I was okay and that I loved them. I texted Kentrell and Told him he aint gotta worry about me no mo and that I paid him back for everything he bought me that you couldn't return to stores and left the stuff you could return to stores . Today was honestly a rough day and I was sore from walking and fighting. I took me a nice long hot shower before putting on my pajamas and falling fast asleep.

                                                                         kentrell pov

It was like 1 am and I finally stopped looking hoping she would be home. When I walked in gang was sitting there looking sad. I ignored it and went to Aaliyah room only to see a note and  money on the bed. The note read "Heres your money for my bedroom set and stuff then the rest you can return and get your money back " I went to my phone to text her but she already texted me telling me I didnt have to worry about her no mo. I felt my hear shatter into pieces not  knowing what to do. I went down stairs where gang was. They all read me the text message they had from her which hurt because she aint even tell me she loved me. I mean I know I fucked up but it was really that bad. I didnt care how mad she was at me I had to make this shit right with her. I made 3three give me his phone to track her location because she blocked a nigga which made me feel some type of way but that wasn't important right now. What was important was I found her location. I hop in the car and drive to the hotel she at. " Um do you have a hotel name under Aaliyah umm" Im thinking to myself damn I dont even know her last name. " Aaliyah what sir?" the front desk lady asked. " um Aaliyah Gaulden? " "Yes she is in room 312 do you need a key sir?" " yes please" she gave me the key and I headed up the elevator. Im praying to god this lil girl safe. Even though I said she was for publicity she makes gang happy. Ian seen Babyjoe smile so much before she came around. I know how bad they always wanted a niece too. I snap back into reality by the sound of the elevator dinging. I walked out and looked for her room then found it. I walked in to find her peacefully sleeping. I just sat on the end of her bed thanking go she was okay. All of a sudden Aaliyah eyes shot open but she wasn't moving she just started breathing faster and looked scared as shit. There was also humming but it wasn't from her and I know that shit wasn't from me so who was it from? I didn't know what to do so I just poured water on her. Apparently it worked cause she got up breathing hard as shit. She gave me the nastiest mug you can give a mf but I deserved it.

                                                                                   Aaliyah pov

My eyes shot open as I felt the presence of my demon that I have decided to name Kobe laying on me. He was humming that same tune that was stuck in my head from a previous  night. As I was laying down I felt water being poured all over me. Kobe whispered in my ear " since he wishes to help you I will make his life a living hell as well" and with that he was gone. I sat up gasping for air because every time a demon visits it feels like im suffocating and the water didnt make it any better. When I caught my breath and looked around I seen Kentrell himself. I gave him the meanest most hurtful mug before getting out of bed and walking past him making sure I bumped his shoulder extremely hard. I went to the bathroom and started brushing my teeth. When I looked at the door Kentrell stood there with tears in his eyes. " Are those because of me?" his voice cracked while pointing t the cuts that were all over my body. I quickly his my arms and turned around so he couldn't see my thighs. " I dont know what your talking" I said wiping a tear I didn't even know had fallen. He just stood there quiet with tears rolling down his face.

                                                                                       Kentrell pov

Of course I knew I hurt her but I didn't ever think she would want to hurt her self like this. She tried to take her life because of me. That  was the only thing that replayed in my head over and over and over and over again. I didn't even notice I was crying till Aaliyah walked up to me and wiped one of my tears then walked past me. I didn't even know what to say I just kept looking at all of her cuts. " Im already insecure about them so could you like not stare at them" Aaliyah said causing me to just sigh and sit down on the bed. " Please come home" I asked with a shaky voice. " Ion have a home" Aaliyah told me trying not to cry. " Please" I begged. "You dont even have to come home for me just do it for the gang you dont even have to forgive me." I begged more. " Ill come home for gang but thats it. I still dont forgive you for what you did or how you figured out about my grandma. You throwing that in my face opened wounds that didn't needed to be back open." Was all she said before grabbing her things and leaving. " WHERE YOU GOING" I yelled after her. " IM PUTTING MY STUFF IN THE CAR CHILL" When she was done putting her stuff in the car and we got in. It was silence until I broke it. " I noticed for your hotel room you used my last name" I mentally smiled knowing even though she didn't forgive me she still cared about me even if she didn't want to admit it. " Yeah I did and why you trying to get on my good side you still broke my trust and my heart. You fought me like a nigga on the streets. Sweet talking me and buying me gifts aint gone fix the damage you done did so dont even try it." She spoke hurt. I sighed in defeat knowing it was gone be hard coming back from this and just drove the rest of the way home.

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