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                                                                                Aaliyah pov

After what I heard kentrell said I couldn't even be mad sad or hurt. I knew him for 3 days so I dont know what I was expecting. Maybe babyjoe knew he didnt actually like me thats why he was being so weirdly nice earlier. When I got back to my room I rolled me 5 blunts. I just smoked and smoked and smoked and smoked. Everyone was at my door telling me to open the door about all night but I just ignored them. in the middle of my 4th blunt one of my demons appeared. At this point I dont even care what he does to me.He looked a me walked over to me hugged me then stabbed me in the back. It wouldn't kill me because he didn't actually stab me but i could still feel the pain. His job is to torture me and make me feel guilty which he was pretty good at. My demons wouldn't leave physical marks but everything they did to me I would still feel the pain. About an hour later my demon finally left but I didn't dare go to sleep because every time I went to sleep my demons would torture me more. I took more pills to keep me awake.

                                                                               5 day time skip.

I haven't been out of my room in 5 days I haven't ate slept or even moved out of the corner.  Kentrell would try to get me out of my room but I ignored him. After the 2nd day he stopped coming. I finally decided to get up and shower. When I looked at myself in the mirror I look horrible. I was even starting to get skinny and you could tell I refused to go to sleep. I popped 2 more pills to keep me away I took an 45 minute shower got out got dressed and finally came out of my room. I had on jogging pants and one of uncle Joe jackets which was huge on me because I was only like 5 foot 1. I went downstairs as quiet as I could but of course kd and them big ass ears cant miss a sound. He turned around and gasped which made all eyes go on me. All of them had big red puffy eyes. I saw every one BUT Kentrell. I was kind of glad because I didn't want to see him. Out of nowhere all of them tackled me into one big bear hug. It hurt because some of the cuts on my stomach re opened but I just ignored it and smiled. " I missed yo orangutan lookin ass lil girl" 3three told me still not letting go of the hug. " Right you had a real nigga down hear crying" babyjoe said laughing along with quando and boomer. " Not to kill the mood but you look bogas asf"kd told me making us mug each other then bust out laughing. " I missed y'all too but y'all niggas are heavy so like move" I told them making them playful mug me. " You dont wanna know where yb at " Montanan questioned making them all look at me. " You heard it yourself Im a publicity stunt so if we not in public he doesn't exist to me." "You know he hasn't been his self since you locked yourself in your room. The only thing he been doing is sipping lean and popping pills." " Thats a grown ass man ion got no control over what he do." Montana sighed knowing I wasn't giving in to that bullshit ass story.  " ANYWAYS enough talk about him lets go to Walmart and have a family movie night." The gang all agreed so we headed to Walmart then got food after. The waitress came to our table and i ordered first. " Can i get a steak special fries and string beans with a chicken wrap and a salad extra ranch please with a fruit bowl and 2 root beers pls."they all looked at me " I haven't ate in 5 days give me a break "

After we got home we bought in everything we bought from Walmart while I was setting up all my uncles even Montana went to go change in there pajamas I had to bribe them to wear but they still did it. They all came in at the same time muggin ts outta me but all I could do was laugh. I was finished setting everything up and we started watching Insidious then coco. In the middle of coco I noticed everyone else was already sleep. I turned off the TV and went to the kitchen hoping to avoid Kentrell. I heard a door open then steps I assumed it was kd fat ass but it was the only I didn't want to see... Yes the damn devil himself Kentrell De'Sean Gaulden. We made eye contact but I quickly broke it. I could feel him staring holes into my head as Iooked away eating ice cream. "Aal- I dont want to hear yo sorry ass excuse you said what you said I felt how I felt it is what it is." And with that I left the kitchen back into the movie room. I went and snuggled into kd and he held me like a baby and we fell asleep just like that.

                                                                              Kentrell Pov

I sat in the kitchen just thinking about how much I done messed up. Sipping lean and popping pills wasn't making it any better either. Like 30 minutes later I walked past the movie room to see everybody even Montana fat ass in pajamas. I chuckled to my self. I saw how Aaliyah was snuggled in kd chest. It kinda hurt knowing as her new dad that should be me instead of kd. It was hurting me that she aint even wanna hear what I had to say. One part was tellin me I really fucked up and the other part of me was tellin me fuck her because 2 can play that game. I honestly think it was the drugs talking but I listened to the drugs and say fuck it and only speak to her in public. My phone started ringing it was yaya dumb ass but she said she was finna let me get some top so I let her slide and after that we went to sleep.

  

                                                                             Aaliyah pov

I woke up to nobody being in the room. I checked the time it was 11:15. I saw a text from 3three saying him and gang went to go get breakfast for me. I walked downstairs to see  a lightskin short bitch with a bogas ass purple lace front. She mugged tf outta me so I mugged ha dirty ass back. " Who tf are you" " I should be asking yo bogas lace front having ass the same thing" " Lil girl dont get beat tf up now tell me why you in my man house " before I could even respond Kentrell walked in. He mugged tf outta both of us and I mugged his ass right back. " Tf is yall arguing fa" he asked still muggin us. " Kentrell who is this bitch in your house and why tf is she here?" " First of ian no bitch so watch ya tone fa I beat yo ass groupie ass hoe." see im quiet and all but once you test me is a whole notha story. Gang was just now walked in. " Yaya chill out this is my adopted daughter Aaliyah and Aaliyah watch who tf you talkin to" "nigga youn tell me what to do, fuck you and yo groupie ass hoe" "see where tf is your home training yo mama could have taught you better than this" the yoyo hoe said. I got up in her face and said " Say some else about my moma and watch me beat yo ass on 4kt" "Aww look at her saying 4kt im so proud of my niece" everybody in the room just looked at kd like the dumbest nigga in the world then all they attention went back to me and yaya. " Bitch. fuck.you. and. yo . dead. mama." yaya said real slow then she smacked me. The whole room was silent for about 3 seconds then I chuckled quietly before I started sending blows connecting punches to ha face. She was going out of conscientious. Some body grabbed me off her and smacked the dog shit out of me.   I looked up to see I mad Kentrell. That shit hurt but I wasn't no bitch I felt myself blacking out. "Aye is it just me or is her eyes turning black? " boomer asked. " Wtf you do top" 3three asked. Before anyone could say anything else me and kentrell was fighting like 2 niggas on the street not caring about my age, my gender, or that I was his daughter. Kd, babyjoe,boomer,3three, quando, and montana broke up the fight holding both of us back. We was both pretty fucked up. " YOU DIRTY ASS FOSTER BITCH THAT WHY ITS YO FAULT YO GRANDMA DIED YOU STANK ASS HOE" Kentrell yelled in my face. First of all how did he even know about that and my heart shattered. Then this bogas lace front hoe gone but in "DONT NOBODY LIKE YO ASS THATS WHY YOU WAS ONLY FOR PUBLICITY AND KENTRELL WILL NEVER LIKE YOU. When she said that I got out the gang grip I went up to my room and grabbed my Beretta m9 and my 380 pistol . I ran back downstairs I pointed 1 at Kentrell and the other one at yaya. Everyone was shocked as I looked at the couple with pure hatred in my eyes. I took them both off safety until Joe snatched one of my guns and boomer snatched to other one. I calmly looked at yaya and told her " Count yo days hoe " and with that I pushed past everybody and and left. Ian know where I was going but I wasn't staying there. I didnt have my phone so Ian have to worry about nobody callin me, I just went were ever the sidewalk led me.

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