When i looked up, he's staring at me again.
john Embrous. At me.
And it doesn't make sense because he is an exicting hot older football player, and i am a boring girl that is guessed into books. I know he shows only interest to cheerleading girls.
But there it is again. The smirk. The eyebrow raise.
As always, i give him a cute smile, and as always, he returns with a sarcastic wave. And i look away, and its over.
Until it happend again.
Im a 16 years old girl, that lives in california with my mom. i have a very cute dog and any time i walk with my dog i saw him on the street during his football training. i love him
Im really into books its the only way i can be in my dream world without thinking about him.
we are in the same physics class, he sit next to me but i dont remeber anything about a word what my teacher said to me. Yeah thats my Life
John embrouse i think of you all the time
i rember when we had a cute little date together on the park we had a great time and very nice food, that you brought along.
we were hugging and you gave me a forehead kiss. i am still smelling your parfume
But then i woke up and realase, it was only a dream.
In my head i had always the flashback about 2 weeks ago
* FLASHBACK*
it was the 6 december and our school football team had an very important match
i remember that i dont want to go there but in the end i know it was better for me
i went to the stadion and saw you there, when you talk to the pretty cheergirl
i went to my seat but in this time you crossed my way and i was falled about you. i blamed me so much but you just stand there and hold your hand to mine but i dont took it i ran away to the toillets and cry a little bit.
i dont remember much from the match the only thing i knew is that we won.
I really hope you forget the mistake from me.
