I knocked at his door after i run very fast to him.
John's mom open the door.
Hey sweetie, can i help you?- she is such a great person..
No he's not there but should i give him a message from you or something?- in this momet i realised that the last conversation we had was not today. so i couldn't make clear about my feelings.
No thank you i should go home have a nice day.- Your too sweetie. she said
I went home and pack all my things together and say goodbye to my house. before i leave i wrote an letter and brought this To John's house.
Dear john Levithan embrous
i want to text you all the time and see how you're doing, but i know i can't because deep down i know it wont change anything. it sucks because i thougt things were going so well, but then one day came and everything changed and now im wondering how and why everything went up wrong and what i did. why i wasn't good enough for you. i find myself looking at old text messages and pics of us and i remeber how happy we were. And all i can do is question how i ended up here. without you by my side.
i really love you John levithan Embruouse.
in love your 'Darling' .
