John Ambrous is much taller than the last time a saw him.
he stands in the middle of the school corridor talking to his friends. without a care in the world about anyone, who might want to get past.on any occasion, i would have something to say about his nerve. But today is the first day back to school and i would rather it be a wholly positive experince, so i try to sneak past unnoticed.
It has only been two months, but he has grown a lot ; his jaw is more defined, his frame is manlier. His hair is much longer and flops over his forehead.
this is exactly what everyone who hates John Ambrouse needed- for him to get even better looking.
The first class that we have today is totally Physik. ( you'll remember its the only course he is with me )
He is sitting next to me but, its different then the months before. He said hi to me and ask if i would take a piece of his breakfast. we came closer together this day it was great because i found out he's single. i make hopes i know but it was really great to talk to him that normally.
in the end of this school day he brought me home. in His beautiful dark grey car. i don't want to think about how many girls he already had in this car , it was a perfect moment to say him my feelings but i know it would destroy everything. I went nearly to my house before i feel a hand on my shoulder. it was softly and warm. - his hand i knew it was the hand of John i turn around and staring at these perfect eyes he stared back at my eyes and we stand there for a while maybe 5-6 minutes. He pull me closer to himselve and then it happens.
HE kiss me
John ambrouse kissed me. it fells intensiv but also soft it fells like time had stoppt. after this kiss i was like- was it real or was it a big dream??
See you tommorow , darling.- he says to me. The only thing that came out of my mouth was; yeah see ya tommorow.
i can't explain what im feeling the hours after that moment but i was empressed of myself. i fall asleep very early and woke up also very early becuase i was very nervous what happens that day. what do i want to wear, my hair open or in a bun. so many questions but the time we're faster than ever it was.
Suddenly i arrived at school. nervous. the first lessons is Art. Not one of my favourites but better than math. after the lesson. we had a break. i sat alone on a chai and ate my breakfast. i saw that john ambrouse we're also alone so i packed all my courage an went to his desk.
Hi john. i said that really weird.
Hey, darling.- his eyes grown up to mine and he backed a piece to the side to make space for me. i sat down next to him. We talk a little bit but then we had the next lessons.
the whole day i didn't see him i went home with mark and make a little bit of my daily homework.
