"PAUBAYA" 15 Chapters By Jhiabanana

Paubaya: 8

  Paubaya: chapter 8

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  “Naging hindrance ba sa relationship niyo yung paglalaro mo ng basketball?" tanong ko, t*ngina ano bang klaseng tanong ito, Monik?

  "No." diretsong sabi niya.

"Wh-"

"My wife is way too different from any other girls. She supported me all over the way. She's always there for me lalo sa basketball kaya 'di naging hindrance 'yon sa relationship namin,"

  I smiled.

Muli kong inilipat ang page nung mini-notebook na hawak ko, nagmumura na rin ako sa isip ko, kung bakit ang tagal matapos nung mga tanong. Mabagal ba talaga ako? Gusto ko na agad matapos 'to!

"Uh- This is the second to the last question. What's your message for your wife?" sambit ko

"Pwede bang mahaba? Sure ako na papanoodin niya 'to, Gusto kong sabihin lahat nung mga bagay na deserve niyang malaman, deserve niyang marinig."

She's so lucky.

sobrang swerte mo, sobrang swerte mo.

to have Theo in your life.

"Ofcourse. Sabihin mo lang lahat," sambit ko

"To my wife, I know you'll gonna watch this documentary because I'm part of it, alam ko na agad na super proud ka at aasarin mo nanaman ako pag natapos mo 'to. Gusto kong sabihin na sobrang binago mo yung buhay ko. Thank you for coming into my life, thank you for being there when I'm down, and when I'm into the saddest part of my life, when my heart broke into pieces, you're there to take up those and put the pieces one by one, I know sobrang dumating sa point na pinapalayo kita but you stay — you stay until the end. That's why I choose to marry you — uh no, I really wanted to marry you, not because I don't have a choice but because I love you. "

I looked away when he said those words. I tried to calm myself, tinry ko ding punasan ang mga luhang mukhang kakawala sa mga mata ko

Nasasaktan pa rin ako, hindi dahil sa mahal ko pa siya kundi sa realization na binuo ko yung taong 'to para sa iba.

I remember fighting for our relationship before but I end up choose to "Paubaya" instead, because he's not happy anymore, I feel that he don't need me anymore, and I think I made the right choice because as I can see right now, he's genuinely happy — Theo deserve this at all.