Dear Diary

chapter nine

<Taylor>
Dear Diary,

Halfway into the second month of high school and wow, what has happened to us?

I remember when we first started off and the diary entries were so hopeful, if not happy, but when stupid crush feelings came in eveyrthing started to detoriate so damn quickly.

So, what all has happened- I'll update you.

It all started in fourth grade, when I saw him for the first time. Quite tall for a fourth grader, and I remember vividly when he looked at me for the first time. Mark the date..6th of January 2014. We were standing on the field of the school, it was one week into the first term and we were having a fire drill. He was in another class standing in a line with the rest of the screaming shouting kids. Out of all the people I could have looked at..my eyes fell on him. He stood there quietly, his messy brown hair all ruffled up, and that was the first time our eyes met. His jet black eyes met mine, and he flashed me his perfect movie star grin just for a second. Maybe it was more than that.. I don't know, I looked down after that. It was that moment that I knew. I just did. I quote Taylor Swift here- "I think I knew this would happen someday the moment I saw him. It wasn't anything he said, or anything he did..but..the feeling that came along with it. Crazy thing is, I don't know if I'll ever feel that way again. And I don't know if I should." I wanted it to be him, and I was so sure it would. The thing is, everytime I look at him...

Oh, wait, you don't want to know why I might, this is for Amy who I know is reading this, MIGHT, like Trevor.

Right, right right. That's my problem. There's so much more important stuff going on. Did you know global warming exists?!

Okay, fine, I get it, I'm off topic. I have enough time to think of him later.

Truth is, all the time in the world just isn't enough, when he's the one and only thing that I am thinking of..

OKAY EW THAT SOUNDED SO CRINGEY EW EW EW.

So it all started with..oh my god where does this sea of problems even begin!?

Okay, so Daniel and Maisie were dating one or two years back right, and they broke up, but honestly they act like they are still in love, it's like their relationship is "You Belong With Me" and "We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together" at the same time which is practically impossible but hey impossible itself spells I'm Possible remember?! Yes, so Daniel was super eager to get over Maisie, so being the idiot he is, his way of sorting out that problem was liking Jenine!

So, a week back, he plucked up the courage to confess to Jenine. It was..weird. Because, when you envisioned people getting together, let's just say you wouldn't exactly envision Jenine and Daniel. Maybe sometimes, but honestly...not so much. So Daniel went all get-down-on-one-knee-mode and Jen thankfully stopped him before he could go any crazier, because, with that boy, you REALLY never know.

And Jenine stood there stuttering and going all "I've seen you as a brother and I like someone else", like a typical teenage love triangle participant. So Dan looked at her, and I swear in that moment the look in his green eyes, shining up at her  hopefully got doused(which melted my heart)and turned into genuine curiosity instead of pure hurt which showed everyone that what he had was not real love. Or real like. Whatever.

So Jenine glanced at Jeremy and everyone in the gang who didn't know about her crush already went OHHHHHHHH internally.

So just a day after that Jenine called Jeremy up.

To confess.

But that's when something weird happened.

So Isabella(or should I say iSsY, @Amy), Jeremy and I were on a group call discussing how we can create opportunities for Jeremy and Maya to talk. So just as we were in the middle of Jeremy ranting that our advice better work  because he really really likes Maya, we heard the clearing of a throat and a muffled sob. Well, the phone was on my ear right, so I looked down at it and realised Jenine had been added to the call, and judging from the faint sobbing coming from the end of the line, she had probably heard all about Jeremy liking Maya. But, I hadn't added her, and Jeremy wouldn't add her either, because to help him better with Maya, we had informed him about Jenine's crush, so that left only one person...