Simply because I love you (Cobly x Gaege Fanfic)

THE PAST

Geage pov

             ~~~~Still in the flash back~~~~~

I looked around a little concern this the first time he's left without saying anything.I brushed it off And went to take a shower.I hopped in and and washed my body.  I smiled to myself. I'm no longer a virgin lmao.

I wrapped the towel around my waist and dried my hair. I walked out of the bathroom and went straight to my closet. I put on some clothes and headed for the bus stop.

I couldn't wait to get to school and see jammy after all that happened last night I needed to know if he was ready to tell everyone. Ofc if he didn't want to then that's fine too.

I haven't told anyone that I was gay yet but I was willing to tell people for him. I hopped on the bus cuz my parent's had the car today . It took the bus a good 15 mins to get to the high school. (AUTHORS NOTE: If anyone is wondering gaege is like 16 finna be 17 soon.)

I walked over to my locker and placed my stuff inside. I grabbed what I needed and headed to my first class. Jammy in my second block and I was Lowkey nervous to see him. We sat next to each other and where pretty close friends even without the relationship.

The first block seem to take so fucking long. The clock ticked but it felt like it wasn't moving. Finally the bell rang and I could go talk to jammy.I walked into class only to find him locking lips with some chick.

I could feel the tears forming in my eye's. I got myself together and cleared my throat. They stopped kissing and looked my way. Jammy looked a little worried. His face a little pale.

"Sorry didn't mean to fuck up your moment but um your in my fucking seat". I smiled and she rolled her eye's. She got up kissed jammy again then walked away. I sat down and didn't give jammy a second thought.

He slide me a note that say "meet me in the bathroom after class we need to talk". I balled the note up and rolled my eye's wtf did he want. The class seemed to go by faster then the first.

I took my time packing my stuff up then headed to the boy's bathroom. Jammy was standing leaning against the stalls.

"What the hell do you want"  I said trying not to either cry or punch the shit out of him.

"Look short cakes stacy just a cover up till I come out okay" i wanted to believe that so I did.

He kissed me then walked out of the bathroom. I stood there so confused. "He loved me right ?". This was just till he was ready. "But how long till then.

They dated for mounts after this happened. He always called me short cakes and told me he would tell people soon. Stacy was in the spotlight while I died in the shadows.

I told myself for those couple of months that he loved me not her. She was just the cover up I was his lover. I did things to keep me occupied while all this was happening.

I started editing youtube channels and met some dope ass people. I was doing so good that I kinda forgot about the whole jammy thing. He was around less and less. Stopping by making sure I knew that he love me and stuff like that.

I was sitting in my room thinking about jammy when I realized he was never gonna tell no one and that I would be his dirty little secret forever. My heart broke and I knew what I had to do.

I called him over to break up with him but things turned sour quick I soon found out the truth .

"Hey jammy you think you can come over"  I didn't want to sound to out of the ordinary .

"Yeah shorts cakes I can come over is everything okay" he ask but i didn't respond i just laughed and hung up.

It didn't take jammy long to arrive at my house. My parents where out of town so he didn't have to sneak in.

We walked up stair's to room and sat on my bed. He tried to lean in and kiss me but I looked away.

"Look jammy I love you so much but I can't take being your dirty little secret anymore". I smiled trying my best to not cry.

This was the first boy that I ever loved and It hurts to let him go.

Jammy smiled then stopped. " your joking right there is to way in hell you're leave me,  I was your first. You don't just fall out of love not people like you anyway. You were so desperate and clingy you did anything I said". He started laughing but in a sick way

"Your so stupid you know that". I swallowed hard he was scaring me.

I backed away slowly confused,hurt and scared.

"Look jammy I get that your hurt but wtf you're the one who left me Basically for stacy". He laughed even harder.

"Geage your such a fucking idiot". The words he spoke hurt.

"Well I was only using you anyway you were a free fuck and kinky one to" he laughed again

"I mean just look at these lovely picture". He held up his phone.

It was pictures of my naked with him inside me. You couldn't see his face only mine. I was moaning and gripping the head bored. He even had videos.

When the fuck did he take those. I sat on the floor not wanting to be next to him on the bed any more. I was crying hard. How could someone who claimed They love me do this.

Jammy sat on the floor next me" aww short cakes I love you let's just be friends I'm not sure this whole gay things for me". He hugged me then kissed me on the forehead then busted out laughing again then he left me alone in my room crying on the floor.

"I love you ?" I said quietly to myself. those word burned coming out. Who the fuck wants love if it hurts this bad.

Jammy vanished from my life the day after graduation. I continue on the youtube path and him who the fucked cared.

~~~~end of flash back~~~~

( sorry if this is sloppy i was writings this at 4 in the morning and tried my best yet I feel as though it sucked.)