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Feelings

****MICHAEL POV****

It's two days into break and I'm sitting in my dorm room with my roommate, Calum. He is so stupid sometimes I'm not even kidding. He is very nice, caring, and understanding though. If I was a girl, I'd go for him.

"Hey Michael! Luke, Ashton, and I are going to hangout soon. Wanna come?" I think quietly to myself. Hangout with them, or take Maycee out to the movies? Neither. Stay and study so I know I can a straight shot into Piloting. Wait, I'll go study with Maycee! She's so fun so study with.

"No thanks, I'm gonna study with Mace. Maybe sometime else?"

"Oooohhhh Mayceeeeee. Get it Mikey." he says, I can imagine his little smirk through the phone. Little bitch.

"Just cause she's cute doesn't mean I'm gonna fuck her."

"Whatever you say man." and with that I ended the call and headed straight to Maycee's.

Maycee is definitely something else. She's so funny, smart, courageous, and overall perfect. From her chocolate brown hair to her little tiny feet, everything about her is beautiful. Yes, I may or may not have a little itty bitty crush on her but it doesn't matter, she wouldn't like me anyway. Just friends, that's what I promised to myself, only friends, nothing more.

But the truth is, I've loved her since day one.

****MAYCEE POV***

I'm currently making some dinner for me and Fer when she gets home. Nothing special, just some tacos and cupcakes for study snacks. I'm almost done mixing the cupcakes when I hear a knock on the door.

"Come in!"

"I can't the doors locked idiot."

It's Michael, no one else insults me like he does. I go to unlock the door and find him standing there, hands in pockets smiling awkwardly. Why does he always smile so awkwardly it's like he's never met me before.

"Why do you always smile so awkwardly when you come over it's like you've never met me before." I say chuckling. He is wearing a flannel, black skinny jeans, and a Blink-182 shirt. The usual. He looks good, no REALLY good. I've always had a little crush itty bitty crush on him but it doesn't matter, he wouldn't like me anyway.

"I don't know." he says shrugging and sitting down on my bed. I'm guessing he came for some study time so I start pulling out my books and some paper. He pulls his stuff out of his bag and gets a pencil. I never realized how graceful he is when it comes to his schoolwork. Despite his appearance, ripped jeans, an eyebrow piercing, and his uncontrollable swearing, he is actually really caring, understanding, and overall perfect.

Stop thinking that way Mace, you can't let him get to you. Just because you're both going into studies that are similar doesn't mean you can like him.

But he makes me smile, laugh, and have a good time. He is smart, adventurous, and fun. He is everything I need. But if you get into a relationship things could become breaking down to pieces and he'll never talk to you again.

We study for about ten minutes then I close up my books and pack them away while he looks at me. He questioningly puts his things away and waits for me today something.

"Umm Mace, what's wrong?"

"I..nothing... I think you should leave, Michael."

"What? Why?"

"Please, just go..." I say, trying to hold back tears. I can't imagine my life without him and seeing him here I front of me is killing me even more. I need alone time, without him, for a few days. How am I going to explain this to him?

With that, he left. Everything I've ever wanted is gone. Just imagine when he's gone forever.

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Hey so I didn't mean for this to be sad and shit. but one of my friends said something in study hall today and know I'm pretty sad about it, I guess that's why this chapter turned out like shit. sorry.

-Nya