best friends?

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Julia's POV

I woke up and walked into the bathroom. I have red puffy eyes and I look horrible. I don't bother putting on makeup. I put my hair in a pony tail and change into jeggings with a sweater and uggs.

The doorbell rings and I go downstairs. I open it to reveal Lotti "hey girl- J what's wrong?" She asks. I start to cry again and hug her "Jack broke up with me" I say and she hugs me. "Awh J why'd he do that?" She asks.

"He thinks I still love matthew!" I scream "well do you?" She asks. "I honestly don't know but I don't want to!" I yell.

She runs my back "it's okay Jules if he breaks up with you because of something that's not true he wasn't the one" she says. My phone beeps and I pull it out of my pocket

Johnson- hey I heard what happened
Julia- it's not even true I really liked Jack
Johnson- im so sorry J
Julia- it's whatever

I put my phone in my pocket again and look at Lotti. "J if you love matt" she starts to say "Lotti please" I say and she stops.

I mean do I? I don't know anymore.

I walk inside with Lotti following me. Nash comes running down and Lotti just looks at him. Okay this is weird. Nash looks at her and walks back upstairs "what was that?" I ask Lotti.

"Well nash doesn't want me talking to cameron because he thinks cameron likes me so im mad because he doesn't control me" she yells so nash can hear.

Nash comes back down "I know I don't control you I don't want cameron stealing you!" He yells "I can talk to whoever I want nash" she says.

"But cameron" he says but Lotti stops him "nash i can hang out with whoever I want!" She screams "no you can't" he says.

I just stare at nash "nash" I say. "We're done" Lotti screams and nash looks at her "wait what?" He says.

"I said we're over!" She screams louder.

Lotti grabs my hand and drags me to her house. She brings me to her room and she sits on her bed. "Lotti" I say and sit next to her "he's such an ass" she says "yeah he can be sometimes" I say.

"Just because I hung out with cameron doesn't mean I like him!" She says "but do you?" I ask.

"I mean kinda but I wasn't gonna cheat im not like that" she says and I hug her "I know you're not. Once you start dating cam he'll know he made a mistake" I say. "How do you know me and cam are gonna date?" She asks confused.

"Because he likes you and you like him duh" I say and she laughs. "And when me and nash dated it was so weird I don't see him more then a friend anymore" she says and I listen.

She looks at her phone and looks at me and I read it

Matt- does julia hate me now? I never meant for them to break up! I'm such a screw up

"He sent you that?" I ask and she nodded. I got my phone and texted him

Julia- matthew lee espinosa I do not hate you! I was just mad
Matt- Im so sorry jules
Julia- it's not your fault
Matt- but your YouTube video
Julia- im not at you
Matt- if you say so

I smile and his texts. Then I realize my birthdays in a couple days. I told my mom I'd come home. I grab lotti's hand and drag her back to my house and into my room. I opened my laptop and called matt
"vas happenin" he said. "Hey that's my thing!" I shout "actually it's zayns but" he said and I laugh and roll my eyes.

"you know our birthdays in a couple days?" I say "oh yeah!" He said and laughs. I'm not gonna tell him I'm coming home it'll be a surprise. I smile and we talk with Lotti.