Grayson: you had fallen asleep watching zathura and suddenly woke up when you got a call from your boyfriends brother, Ethan. "hello?" you asked rubbing your eyes "hey y/n, it's Ethan. um Grays- AHAHHA HE JUST FELL AHAHHA ok get up buddy, like I was saying he's really drunk and he lost his house key." Ethan said still laughing every now and then." you rolled your eyes, annoyed. "ok I'll come down." you said sighing and throwing your blankets off you and hanging up. you and Grayson had lived together for almost a year and so far he's lost his house key 38 times. you opened the door and saw an EXTREMELY drunk Grayson leaning against the wall out side you guys's door, Grayson had been going out a lot more frequently and you just thought he was stressed, he came home drunk a lot but this was by far the most drunk you've ever seen him. "how fucking much did he drink tonight good god" you said opening up the door and moving out of the way so Ethan could carry a snoring Grayson onto the couch. "um, a lot" Ethan said dropping Grayson on the couch as he just fell down to the ground with a groan. you scoffed placing your hands on your hips "thanks for bringing him home." you replied blankly to Ethan hugging him as he hugged back softly "you don't sound so thrilled." he said looking at you. "I'm over it." you said walking away from Ethan towards the stairs. "show yourself out? yeah?" you said yawning "yeah ok. good night." Ethan said closing the door. you walked back down the stairs after you heard the door click shut. after flipping the knob to lock it you looked at Grayson asleep on the floor. you sat down and just cried. you didn't really know why, you had all these bottled up emotions and you had to let them out at one point. it hurt that Grayson had more interest in going out and getting drunk than in you. the next thing you knew you woke up to the sound of birds outside your window, laying in your bed you looked around confused, you didn't remember walking upstairs or getting carried, or even remember falling asleep down stairs. you got out of bed and looked around the room. someone had taken off your jeans, and left you in your t shirt and underwear. you walked down the stairs and saw Grayson asleep on the couch. you saw your phone lying on the ground where you must've fallen asleep, you picked it up and looked at the time 10:27 am. you looked at Grayson and rolled your eyes walking over to the kitchen. you got a glass of water and some aspirin.
you set it on the table next to the couch grayson was asleep on. you got out a pan and cracked two eggs into it. you then proceeded to cook the eggs and set them next to Grayson on the table as well. you made tea for yourself and walked back upstairs.
after watching an episode of 'hey Arnold' and finishing your tea you got undressed and took a shower, just letting the water run over you as you cried yet again. after washing your hair, body, and shaving your legs, you dried off with a towel and walked into your closet getting dressed in a army green sweater and black skinny jeans, it was January after all. you checked your phone and replied to your text messages and scrolled through instagram. you walked down stairs and 12:39 pm and Grayson wasn't on the couch. just as you were standing at the bottom of the stairs you heard puking noises coming from your bathroom. you ran in and sure enough, Grayson was throwing up. you got him a glass of water and more aspirin walking into the bathroom when he finished. you handed him the water and pills as he quickly swallowed them and handed you back the cup. you walked out of the bathroom and placed the cup in your dishwasher. "babe." Grayson said getting up from the bathroom floor and walking over to you. "are you ok." you turned around and looked him in the eyes. his look softened "have you been crying?" he asked placing his hands on your hips "no." you said quickly turning around closing the dishwasher "y/n don't lie to me." he said sternly "don't even pull that shit gray." you said facing him with tears in your eyes. "you're the one that's been going out almost every night and doesn't get back until like 2 in the morning so drunk you can't even stay awake, let alone stand!" by now tears were freely rolling down your cheeks as you pounded on his chest. "I can't help because I never have a chance to talk to you so I can't do shit to help not only your ass, but us as a couple!" Grayson had tears in his eyes now too. "do you know how much work it is to give every thing you have inside you to keep a relationship you don't need alive?! I don't deserve this I can do so much better and I know that! but I stay because I fucking love you! I love everything about you and I hate me for still loving you when I feel like you don't love me! god I hate you Grayson! I HATE you I HATE you I you!"
Grayson hugged you as your knees gave out and Grayson sat on the ground holding you, rocking back and forth as you cried, lightly shushing you. the beat of his heart mixed with him kissing the top of your head every now and then calmed you down as he continued to rock you both back and forth with you pressed against his chest. "I love you so much baby girl, I'm so so sorry " he said after you calmed down. "you still suck." you smiled as his chest vibrated due to his light laughed. "I know." he said kissing the top of your head.
AN
I THINK THIS IS THE LONGEST IMAHINE IVE WRITTEN SO FAR, DO YOU WANT ME TO DO AN ETHAN ONE????¿¿¿¿¿?? because I would because ily. I'm sorry I've been so inactive I know I suck ass. but I'm going to sleep and ily and I hope you dream of your sunshine (who ever that may be I don't judge) fucking you all the way into 2038
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