ℝ𝕚𝕔𝕙𝕓𝕠𝕪 ℙ𝕒𝕪𝕥𝕠𝕟 𝕄𝕠𝕠𝕣𝕞𝕖𝕚𝕖𝕣

Chapter 21

P: I'm probably gonna get up

B: Yeah...

He got up turned off the song took his phone and sat next to me.

P: Okaway so boys tolld me to make a song bout youuuuuu

B: So you did...?

P: Yes wait

P: Listen

*turn it on*

*you listened*

B: PAYTON!!! THIS IS SO INAPPROPRIATE!

P: So? All i said was true

B: But i dont even have a boyfriend

P: Also im working on this song ''Dont Go''

B: Nice

He got up and went to the other side of the bed he took off his shirt and his abs- not only that. I quickly rushed to him and

B: Show me your wrists

P: What no?

B: Payton show me your GODDAMN WRISTS I said raising my voice

P: THE FUCK NO

He got closer to me also raising his voice

B: PAYTON SHOW IT!!

P: I FUCKING SAID NO

He comes up to me and slaps me. It stung

P: Know you will know what  no means

B: I just w-wanted to help you

P: I dont need help! Im okay.

B: No your clearly not

P: Just go Ion need your help

B: But-

He pointed to my side of bed

I came back and layed in there.

Does he really do that to himself.

And little by little i started drifting to sleep.

-like 5am-

I woke up and heard throwing up probably Payton. I slowly walked to the bathroom and opened the door.

B: Oh my god

I got on my knees and held his hair while he was throwing up

P: Im oka- He got cut off by doing it more

B: Clean up big boy

P: Yes okay mhm

I walked out and after 5 minutes payton did

He took something out of his backpack and went outside i think? So i decided to follow him. I saw him taking out something and lighting it on fire. WEED-

B: PAYTON WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?

P: Leave me alone its nothing

He blows smoke in my face

B: Oh if its nothing then your okay with me doing this?

I took it out of his mouth and putted it in my mouth and started to smoke it

P: The fuck He quickly grabbed it out and threw it out.

I thought nothing of it but then he grabbed my wrist and started dragging me back

B: LET ME GO

He didn't answer

B: PAYTON LET ME THE FUCK GO

Still nothing

B: Let me gO PLEASE

then we were there so he dragged me in and pinned me to the wall. He was so close

Then Payt leaned in to my ear and whispered

P: Dont ever touch my stuff u little slut

I felt his breath on my neck and hands on my ass

Payton slightly kissed my neck and sucked on it. (Um chile-)

P: I think you learned your lesson.

Then he got away from me and went back to the bed all smirking

B: TEASE!

Also Payton deleted all his insta posts. I think hes sad again like he used to be