What the hell happened to me?

Get him out

My eyes were wide open staring at the window.
Amelia took her flashlight at point them at my eyes.
"Let's get a head C.T just to make sure" she said as she left the room. Jackson was going to leave too but I stopped him " please don't leave me with him, stay for me please"
He looked down at the window and saw my scared eyes and told me that he was just getting himself something to eat but he will be back. But I'll call in someone to come sit with you okay?
Jackson looked around the hall and saw Bailey texting. BAILEY he shouts
I saw the guy coming closer "J-J-JACKSONN he's coming c-closer" I said quietly.
He held my hand and stood in front of the window.
He knew holding my hand tightly is comforting me.
Bailey came in and looked confused and Jackson went up to her "we sedated her about half an hour ago and she woke up seeing hallucinations of the guy who raped her, Shepard ordered a head C.T bit I'm asking if you can stay with her until I come back, I'm just gonna get some food for myself and her" Jackson told Bailey
She looked at me at back after him " she's eating?"
Jackson sighs "no, she's not but I'm gonna try"
Jackson kindly left the room and Bailey came and sat with me she saw my hands shaking together and me staring at the window. She put her hands over me hand to catch my attention.
She smiled and asked what my favourite food was. I looked back at the window to see if he was still there but he wasn't. Bailey called my name
I turned back to her and saw him behind Bailey.
I screamed and put my head between my arms  and and started rocking  back and forth mumbling "please leave, please leave, please leave, please leave"
Bailey looked behind her and put her hand on my head and told me that he was gone and that she would take care of me a nurse came in and said that I was ready for C.T  and then Bailey held my skinny wrist and told me that we are leaving him. She set up the gurney and held my hand all the way to C.T Jackson came up behind us with 2 chicken burgers.
We made our way to C.T and meet up with Amelia there. Jackson took me in and helped me get on the bed, but I couldn't get myself to move I was to weak Jackson waved at Amelia to come help me. Jackson grabbed one arm and Amelia grabbed the other my legs were shaking and I was about to fall. I didn't eat for about 2 weeks now and I didn't get out of bed either. I fell to my knees, Jackson came down and asked if I was okay but I just nodded my head " I'm fine" i said using all my energy to get back up. I laid on my back and Jackson and Amelia went back behind the gallery.  I closed my eyes for 5 seconds and there he was. He didn't leave he came with us.
I started to wiggle around before they could get a clear scan. Bailey came in " Alexis, Hey what's wrong u ok?" I started crying "he came back he's here in my head, get him out please get him out."