A new beginning, maybe? (Zack Foster x reader)

A killer bond

Y/n's Pov:
I killed him. I can't believe I actually killed him. To this day I never thought that I'd ever have to use my gun in any situation. I keep it in a safe I have in my room just in case there are any intruders and boy was he an intruder and a half, despite being a half-pint. Still, why was he so desperate to kill me and why on earth did he make a flower grave thingy, I don't want to hear the answer to that question. "Hey. I'm not angry if that's what you're worried about, he was threatening you, he tried to kill you, you've got nothing to worry about." Zack spoke softly in a harmonic voice. "Really?" I questioned.
"Really. It's gonna be ok." He hugged me tightly and I buried my head in his neck. "Don't worry and that ginger fucker, he was useless anyway. Anyways, I fucking hate liars so just tell me that what he said about me being useless is true ok. I look at him with tears forming in the corners of my eyes,  "Zack Foster for the love of Christ I am not lying to you! You are worth so fucking much in ways that you don't even know! You've protected me from Danny and Eddie, you've kept me safe from everything, even a fucking butter knife for shit sake." He started laughing. I carried on talking, "Christ you even make sure that I go to bed in a good mood because you just want me to be happy and all that. You are worth so much not only to me but yourself, I know you don't realise that but soon you will and it will feel amazing. Just because that Eddie bitch is too fucking blind to see the truth and because of that decides to keep himself busy by spreading bullshit so he doesn't have to admit he's wrong." I reassured and began to caress his bandaged cheek. He nuzzled his face into my hand. God he looked so cute at this point like I could literally just kiss him right here right now but he'd hate me, he would want better anyways. Jesus Y/n get you act together!
Zack's Pov:
My face was buried into Y/n's neck, I began to think about Ray and of course because of that, I start to cry. Well fucking done me. I tried to keep quiet and calm but Y/n sussed me out. "Is it about Ray?" She asked in a gentle tone.
"How the fuck did you know?! It's like you've got some fucking 4th sense of some shit!"
"6th sense."
"OH WHATEVER THE FUCK IT IS! Um s-sorry." I choked out.
"Shhh, shhh it's ok, it's ok." She started to rub my back. "You're upset, most people have sudden outbursts when they're upset, it's ok you don't need to worry."
"Even though I'm a twisted psychopath?"
"Hey, you're not a twisted psychopath, you're lost in a messed up world, a lot of people are and you've just done dangerous things to cope, it's ok you know, you're not twisted ok. You're a sweet and caring guy who makes me feel emotions I never thought I'd feel."
"Hah you do the same shit to me."
"Looks like we've helped each other out." She giggled. Her laugh is adorable.
"Yeah I guess." I responded.
We decided to get back to bed and Y/n asked me, "Can we sleep together?" I looked at her confused. "I don't mean like sex, I mean like just sleep in the same bed because after the events that have just unfolded over the past hour or so, it would help me feel more protected if you know what I mean. I grabbed her hand and said, "I get what you mean and of course I'll bunk with you, if it helps you feel safe from the fuckers around us then I don't see a fucking problem with it."
"Thank you so much." And with that, we go into her room and try to get some shut-eye because after Eddie the coconut dick, I should think it's fucking needed. Jesus Christ (super star in his knickers and his bra 😂) I am desperately in love with this girl. She is the best thing that has fucking happened to me. I need her. I want her. But will she ever need me like I need her. I need a signal, a sign, a hint as to whether she wants the same. Oh fuck. I want to be with her so bad. She's like my light source, she guides me out of the dark. Oh fuck, I wish I could be enough for her.

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