A new beginning, maybe? (Zack Foster x reader)

Emotions

TW! Talks of self harm
Y/n's Pov:
So I have decided that I am going to tell Zack about my mental health and the struggles I have with it, including the stuff about me hurting myself. I am really nervous to have this conversation with him but this shit needs to be done.

Zack's Pov:
"Is your sexy ass ready or what?" I asked Y/n, growing impatient. I just desperately need some time away from Ray, she's been on my tail pretty much all the fucking time since her bitch ass came from the non existent dead, just like Danny knobface. So some alone time with Y/n would be fucking lovely.
"Zakku I'm ready!" I intertwined her hand with mine, her hands are fucking gorgeous, just like the rest of her.

Time skip brought to you by Eddie's coconut disguise~

So we made it to the designated spot where Y/n had once snuck off to. She seemed nervous but I kept a soft grip of her hand to let her know that everything is going to be ok no matter what kind of bullshit is going on. She took a deep breath and began to tell me everything.

Y/n's Pov:
"So... My parents had divorced when I was young but were still living under the same roof because they wanted to stay close with me. Everything had seemed just fine, they were happy to tolerate each other so that I could have a healthy upbringing. Sounds lovely right? Wrong. The whole thing about them two still living together with me here came at a cost. My Dad had started to beat my mom but I didn't find out about this until the night before he came back from his lads trip. That was also the same day that I had found out that she had died. Just before my Dad went away on this trip, he had gotten super pissed at my mom, like fucking raging and had killed her because he 'didn't want her getting in the way of his plan for me' what was that plan? I don't know, I hope I never have to find out. The reason I knew nothing about her death is because he told me that she was on a business trip and my stupid naive self believed him because I thought that he was some hero, a guardian angel I would call him, he really was my world. Finding out that he had been abusing mom and then killing her because of me had torn me apart and I will never forgive him for that. Now as for the self harming, it has always been on and off, I never had a clear idea on how to deal with my problems normally as I was once surrounded by people who would romanticise self harm like it was a cool thing to do. I guess I was just so desperate to fit in that I would just do whatever it took, no matter how much it would hurt me. I still do it sometimes when the going gets tough, I hate myself for it but I'm so glad that I have you in my life. Someone I can trust. Someone I can tell anything to. Someone who loves me for me and wouldn't change me at all. I love you Zack with my whole being and with you, I am certain that things will be so much better." That was a lot, but I am so glad that I got that all in the open, I needed that.

Zack's Pov:
I pulled Y/n into a make out session then held her tightly, not wanting to let go ever. "Babe, thank you so fucking much for telling me, I'm glad that you're able to trust my ass about what's going on with your life and mental health. I will always be here to listen to you and help prevent you from hurting yourself again. I love you." I kissed her passionately.
"I know Zack, thank you. I love you too." She began smiling. We snuggled up close to each other for warmth and security.

Ray's Pov:
I don't fucking think so. That Y/n cannot be trusted.

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Only a few more chapters left until I end this book 😵‍💫
I will be creating another book after this don't you worry, but more on that after this one ends 😏

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