Suicide World

chapter 3

~~ hey guys it me the author. I'm sorry for the short chapters!! I always think I'm writing too much but it's always to little :/ I will try to make my chapters longer. I love you all! keep being fab!~~

I awake in my extremely comfortable bed. So it wasn't a dream? I really am in this 'suicide world'.. I don't know how to feel about this all.
Overwhelmed? No..
Scared? Not quite..
I'm not too sure what I feel.
I quickly undress and walk out into the hallway in hope for maybe a towel closet like my.. old life? real li- no. This is just as real as my.. Previous life? ugh. That just seems off.

"KNOCK KNOCK!" I hear from down stairs causing me to whip my head to the left of the hallways and to look down the staircase. Lucy.

"Oh I see you're awake!" Lucy says making her way up the stairs towards m- MY NAKED BODY!

I scramble into my bedroom and slide myself under the covers. "What are you doing Lucy? How did you get in!?" I scream from under the covers.

"Oh, Acacia. Don't be covering yourself so much. I greet every new suicide committer when they commit. They all arrive naked. I've seen much worse. You have a very nice body." She starts. "Oh, and I have a automatic key to every house in this place. So I welcome myself into anyone's place anytime. Usually people invite me in automatically. But some like to be introverted."

I slip my head out from under the bed's covers. Lucy covers my head up again with a piece of fabric she tosses at me.

A towel. "Woah. Where did you get this?" I ask, removing it from my head. Lucy points to the bathroom next to her. How did I not think to look there?

I nod. Not willing to admit my stupidity .

"So, I'm here to answer any of your questions about this place. As you probably have a lot." Lucy says walking over to my bed.

Oh. I guess I do have a few questions.

"So what's up with the whole mental disease things. How do they just magically disappear when we get here?"

"Oh!" She says so happily that her curly hair bounces. "Well, many hormones are removed from your body when you arrive here. also, it is impossible for anyone here to catch any disease. Including mental ones. So no cancer, no flu, no depression, no anxiety, none of that. Also! Your brain isn't such an ass in this world." Her smile fades "in my past life I had a severe case of anorexia and depression. But now, I eat a lot without feeling bad at all. And also, no weight changes in this place. Unless chosen by the person. You could be 1500 lbs if you want." She giggles.

"Oh, wow." I reply, in awe. Uhm... "What about relationships?"

"Ooo I was hoping you would ask about this! In this world there is only one person that you belong with. And no matter what everything will work out perfectly. We haven't had a single unhappy relationship in this world. Though, it can be difficult to find a partner. And sometimes when there's an odd number I have to give up whoever is my 'soulmate'." She frowns "but I haven't had one yet so it's alright. Any other questions?"

"Yes.." Should I ask this? "Uhm.." Yeah. "What happens after.. All this.."

She gets silent.

"Well.." She starts. "People can just let go. Or they can stay here for eternity. Once they let go they're completely gone. Just blank." Oh.

"Can I shower now?" I ask, breaking the tension.

"Of course!" Lucy walks downstairs while I come out of the covers.

I quickly take a shower and get re dressed. When I walk downstairs Lucy is sitting on my couch reading a book.

She looks back and smiles at me.

I smile.