In ran into my room ignoring my parents, I layed down on my bed and cried so hard that no noise came out. I just lost my best friend. I continued to cry for a few hours, until there was a knock on the door.
"Y/n.." my mom called to me softly. "Yes" I answered trying my best not to sound like I was crying, it didn't work.
"Y/n, I made food, do you want to come down and eat sweetie?" she asked me. I hugged my pillow harder while thinking of a response.
"I'm not hungry" she sighed and walked back down stairs. I looked over at a framed photo of Nayeon when we were smaller, about 4th grade. I grabbed the frame and placed it facing down. I could hear my phone blow up from the others calling and texting me. I check one of the many messages, it's from Sana. It read,
'Y/n!'
'Y/n answer your phone!'
'HELLO~!'
'Yah! Y/n are you okay'
I took one last look at the message as the other one's kept popping up. I pressed and held the power button, and completely turned my phone off. I didn't feel like talking to anyone, I didn't feel like eating. I didn't feel like doing anything, I just wanted to cry.
Nayeon's POV
(10 minutes ago)
Y/n left my car and and shut the door. I sat there for a bit think about what she said, she loves me? I'm dense? I was so confused. I didn't know where to go, I couldn't go home because this new information won't let me fall asleep.
I quickly drove to Jeongyeon's house, finding that Momo, Sana, Jihyo, and Chaeyoung were there. I sat down on the couch and just sat down. They looked at me and asked me what happened.
"Nayeon-ie, are you okay?"
"Nayeon what happened?"
I groaned and told them what had happened.
They all looked at each other and scratched there neap.
"Well shit..." was all Jihyo could say. I looked up at her. "You knew!" I asked her in disbelief.
"I- well, yeah but I only found out today, in the kitchen" she said as she breathed in. "Did you tell her something or like I don't know, did you do something?" she asked me. I shook my head.
"Fuck.. I don't know what to do..." I told them as my hands started sweating. I leaned back as I layed down on the couch.
"Well, do you like her back...?" Momo asked.
Do I? Or do I just think of her as a friend? I really started thinking, did I? Or did I not? I don't think I do.
"I don't know" I told Momo.
"Nayeon, how do you not know?" Momo asked as she palmed her forehead.
"I just don't! Okay Momo, I-i just don't know...." I told her as a tear rolled down my cheek. "I don't know if I like her like that, I mean I don't want to lose my best friend" Momo sat next to me and padded my back.
"Didn't you say you were questioning though..." Jeongyeon reminded me.
"That's another reason I don't know, I don't even know my own sexuality! I say I'm straight but I really don't know, it's hard" I told them. They obviously understand since they've been through the same thing.
"I just don't know..."
THE NEXT DAY
Y/n's POV
I woke up feeling horrible, which makes sense since I didn't get much sleep last night. When your thoughts and worries keep you awake till ungodly hours. Let's see what time is it, I turn my phone on and wow it's barley 6:21 am. I check all the messages they sent me. Wow 43 missed calls from Jihyo. I chuckled a bit but it hurt since my throat was so dry. Jihyo can really be a mom sometimes. I look out the window, the sun was just starting to come out. Since I couldn't go back to sleep I decided to take a shower.
(1 hour later)
I get dressed and ready for the first shitty day of college....
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Loving You From Afar |Nayeon x female reader|
Fanfiction"I love you, you just don't know it yet.." Where Y/n is loving Nayeon, but Nayeon is too dense to noice the feelings Y/n has for her. Y/n doesn't know how to give any hints to Nayeon, Y/n doesn't know how to tell Nayeon her feelings in general...
