The boy next door - h.s.

T W E N T Y T W O

Ice Skating.

Harry's POV

NOT EDITED

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Elle and I have been dating for a week now, almost two. She's slowly regained much more of her memory, I'm happy she's starting to fully remember me but I'm scared when she fully remembers me. She'll remember that she's gay, she's gonna hate me for this.

I couldn't let Zayn break her heart, I definitely could not let Sophia date her. Although their already dating but I couldn't let them keep dating, after what I overhear of what Sophia is saying I can't keep letting Elle date her. She's dangerous. I'm sure Elle has overheard some things she said too.

It's only a matter of time before she remembers that her and I are only friends and that's all her and I have ever been, well since her memory was lost. I just hope she forgives me quickly. I can't live without her, I can't even be without her for even a minute.

Elle and I have a date tonight at 8. I was a wreck again even though it's a couple hours away. But this time it was worse since Elle and I were a real couple now. So now I feel like I have to do certain things or wear certain things not so she can like me more but incase if she actually ends up liking me in the end, I could know how to dress for when I propose to her. That's if I get to propose. Which I doubt I ever will be able to. But you know what they say, never say never.

Fuck this.

The idea my mother has about this whole Elle and I dating isn't gonna work. Never in a million years will it ever work.

It scares me. What happens when I lose her? What will I do now?

I just hope this doesn't end as badly as I think it would.

I can tell myself it will all be okay, but I don't think everything will be okay. If this turns out to work...I'm gonna lose it.

I look over at Elle, she looks peaceful in her sleep. I didn't know if I should hug her or just leave her the way she is and stay in my place. When she finds out what I've done she won't let me touch her or hug her even.

I move closer to her as she turned around, I wrap my arm around her and pulled her closer to me as I moved her hair out of my face. "I love you, Please don't hate me so much for this." I whispered, "Even though you have every right to hate me and not talk to me after this."

I cherish this moment, never will I ever take any moment with Elle for granted. I'll never take her for granted. I look over Elle and read as the clock says it's 4:34 am. I sigh as I decide to go to sleep.

But I slept having worry and fear.

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"Gemma!" I screamed, she came in through the window looking annoyed. "You should really have other friends who are girls to help you with this. I'm tried of going back and forth to your room to Elle's. This is enough exercise." She pants as she rests her hands on her knees.

"Okay fine but I just need help with the shirt." I say as I hold up a black and white shirt.

"You always wear black so just go with black." She says before I hear Elle calling Gemma's name and groaning. "I hate both of you." She says before climbing back out the window.

Poor thing I feel so bad for her...

Anyways.

Moving on, I still hadn't decided if I should go with the black button up or the regular black T-Shirt. I shouldn't be having this much of a struggle. It's only shirts for fucks sakes.