Beautiful Mistake

From hate to love

"Are you okay?" Fia grabbed my hand and tried somehow to make contact with me while I continued to stare at the grass. Everything revolved around me, the image kept on playing in my head, nothing could take it away. I heard my own heart beating, never in my life had I heard it beating this hard. I felt my eyes sting, it slowly filled with tears and I closed them for a moment. "Yes, yes.." I took her hand, placed it gently on her lap and stood up. "Where are you going to? Niall?" Harry jumped of the bench and tried to get me by my shoulder but I shook it off and slowly walked toward the bench where Liam and Zeina were sitting. I felt that I was going to fall since everything on the floor seemed like a boat that went back and forth at sea. "Niall!" I heard Fia call my name again but I did not want to react on it. I felt angry but also sad. The tears were streaming down my cheeks as I stared emotionless in front of me. I rolled up my sleeves, I was not thinking what I was doing. I did n't want to think at all. I tasted how my salt tears streamed into my mouth while I walked one step closer to the bench where they were sitting. It was not that I didn't begrudge it to Liam, I was glad to see him happy but he had chosen the wrong girl. He had taken my girl and I had to let him know that this was not possible. I had to let him know what I felt, how much I wanted her for myself. I had to put an end to it. I saw how Liam kissed her again and afterwards he shoked because of me. My eyes were probably quite red, swollen and my body felt stiff. "Niall? Whats up?" He smiled as I saw him stroking Zeina her hand. I could not speak, I wanted to tell him everything but it seemed like my throat was pinched. My fists changed back into weak hands, as if I had lost all my strength. "Niall? What's wrong?" He looked at me with a confused look, like I'm not quite right in my head and looked from me to zeina and vice versa. I heard him laugh, her laugh. It hurt. "I hate you Liam, I hate you" My eyes filled with tears again, I wanted to leave. I had to leave as soon as possible. I ran into the park, heard my name a few times but did not look back. I wanted to run, run as far as I could. It didn't matter where, as long as I was far away from Liam before I would do something bad to him.

After a while I felt my muscles slowly relax. I found a tree stump through the trees and let myself fall on it. My head in my hands. The only thing I could do was cry.  I sniffed my nose and wiped the tears from my face. While I rubbed with my hand on my cheek I felt it sting because of salt. I was cold and spontaneously wanted to take a hot shower. Behind me I heard footsteps, I wanted to get up and continue running. I didn't need anyone at the moment, I wanted to be alone. "Wait, don't go. Please.." I heard a soft girl's voice, she whispered, and when I turned Zeina stood in front of me. She wore a long black coat with buttons,  a legging and black biker boots. Her hair hung loose over her shoulder and her front picking were stuck with a clip on the back of her head. "Don't worry.." She smiled softly and yet sweet and paved a path between the leaves to sit next to me. I said nothing and looked the other way. "Hey, what's wrong?" She put her hand on my shoulder so I immediately started to feel a little warmer. Why did she came to me? Why not Liam? Didn't she need to hang out with him? Playing the soggy item together? "As if you care about me.." I scowled and made a motion which made her hand slip from my shoulder. "Niall, Why am I running after you then? If I didn't care I wouldn't try to find you.." She put her hand on my hand and looked at me intently. "Hey.. I have not done anything wrong.." I looked down to how she held my hand. "Don't you have to go to Liam?" I looked back at her face to see what her reaction was. She said nothing came a bit closer until our noses touched. She grabbed my face with one hand and started to kiss me, passionate. The feeling that our lips met, how our tongues danced together. I thought I would never feel it. I forgot everything around me, the only thing I felt was Zeina her lips against mine, her body against mine and my hands to her waist.

Author note:

Hello readers,

I'm sorry about the delay again. I got stuck on writing but I hope you like it. Will Zeina and Niall stick together or will Zeina go to Liam again? Tell me what you think!

xxx Naomi