Beautiful Mistake

Hot coffee

 I woke up with my feet on my pillow. I had no idea how I had ended like this, apparently I had some 'wild' night. Slowly I moved out of my bed and walked toward the refrigerator. Along the way I felt my stomach growl and gently rubbed on my stomach which was rattling around. I opened the fridge, grabbed some milk and eggs and began to make my omelette. Outside the sun was shining through the trees causing a huge shadow on the streets. The birds flew high in the air and the sky was blue, filled with only a few clouds. This weather really gave me a good feeling, a feeling that everything was getting better. It also reminded me that summer was coming soon, the best and funniest time of the year.

After last night, I finally began to feel a little better. Of course I haven't forgot about Liam, about what happened. But the fact that Zeina lived this close to me gave me some hope. It was weird that I only now found out that she lived across me. Okay maybe not, because I had not been home in months, thanks to tours, interviews, photo shoots and stuff. I really love my work, I love being there for the fans, having tours and stuff. But sometimes I really miss my friends, family, my old life, my old home. It's not that i'm not grateful, because I got the most amazing life. But everyone always has something they will miss in their life. While I baked my egg, I thought about how Zeina was holding my arm yesterday. Even though it was only for a moment, the feeling was incredible. As if our bodies attracted each other. Well that's how it felt for me. Our bodies felt so close. It reminded me of my last summerlove. The girl I met in Spain while I was on a trip with my cousin. She was also mysterious, sweet but also as beautiful as Zeina. I shook my head, thinking about how old memories always gave me good feelings. A feeling as if I succeed.

After I had eaten my breakfast, took a shower and dressed, I was finally ready to got to the park with Sofie, Zayn, Harry and Fia. They rang me while I was eating my breakfast and really wanted to spend some time with me. Of course I joined in because there couldn't be anything better than being a day with my friends. The park was fortunately only three blocks away and a good piece to go walking. I looked again in the mirror, looked if there was anything between my teeth, combed with my hand again through my blonde quiff and then shut the bathroom door behind me. I grabbed my wallet, my coat and keys, I was totally ready to go. I walked down the stairs and found Fia waiting for me in front of my door. "Hi cutie!" She said and gave me a massive hug. I was glad having someone like Fia around me, she was luckily always in a good mood. She stimulated my mood, as if my day couldn't go wrong anymore. We walked together to the park, since it was very close. Fia lived one street behind me with her friend Naomi in an apartment. Unfortunately Naomi was always busy with her studies and she never had time to come join us. Actually I've never met her before..

"I'm so glad you also come along!" She smiled as we slowly crossed the busy street. It struck me that there were no screaming fans or photographers coming up to me, people just walked right past me. "Aw that's sweet. Me too, Fia." I smiled as I looked around the busy city. Sometimes I missed my old home, Ireland, with my family. I never expected that I would live in such a busy city like this, but ultimately it's all worth it. "There they finally are!" I heard Sophie screaming and ran in Fia's direction to give her a hug. Sofie and Fia were the best friends. Even though they didn't know each other for so long, since day one they could all get along. "Hey guys!" I said hi to Harry and Zayn and took the starbucks that Harry offered to me. "Thanks men." I smiled and took a sip of my coffee. I sniffed the cold spring air and smell the flowers from a distance, the most amazing scent ever. We walked slowly toward the standard bench where we always sit, near a bridge on the waterfront. Zayn started to tickle Sofie and in no time they were running after each other like little kids. Ever when I saw them I hoped I would ever get a relationship like that. They nearly never fought and if they did they already make up in two hours. They just belonged to eachother and everyone could say or see that. They were cute, strong, loyal, they loved eachother. They just had everything to stay and be together. Harry started to eat his cookie and drunk out of two starbucks since Zayn left his one on the bench. "Hey, don't forget about me." I grabbed the other cup of coffee out of his right hand and let myself fall down on the edge of the bench. I felt the hot coffee slide down my troath, the best feeling ever. Fia let herself fall down between me and Harry and we all started to drink our coffee. It was quit, all we heard were the birds, the wind and Zayn and Sofie who were running after eachother and calling eachother names. "Come here you little monster.." Sofie started to scream while Zayn took her by her hips and gently pushed her against him. 

"Isn't he growing up?" Fia suddenly said while she drunk her coffee empty and put the empty cup beside her on the bench. Harry made a few unintelligible sounds that he agreed while he chewed on his chocolate biscuit. "Who?" It totally felt like they understand eachother, while everything they said just flew out of my ear. "About who are we talking again?" I looked at Fia who put her head on my shoulder and looked up at the blue sky. The sky looked amazingly blue with pure white clouds while the sun light up the air. "About Liam, furby." Harry started to laugh and threw his last piece of cookie right into my face. "Where are you with your thoughts? Is it a girl?" He started to move his eyebrows up and down while Fia gave him a punch in his cheek to shut up. "We just told you about Liam and Zeina.. You already forgot?" Fia took my arm while she looked at me with a confusing look. "That they are sitting there together, on the right! On that bench. Aren't they sweet.." Harry started to point at the right to some small bench far away. My heart started to beat faster. Zeina? And Liam? Together? Here? I squeezed my eyes to get a better look and If they didn't say it I still thought it was just another married couple. My head suddenly began to turn when I saw her head on his shoulder, his arm around her while he was stroking her hair with his hand. I couldn't believe what was happening. I couldn't believe that where I was thinking about was happening now. He slowly turned his head and faced her. They looked at eachother for a while, she started laughing, so did he and slowly he raise her chin and.. From that moment the world down my feet sank a little lower. The sun was shining, still shining bright while it was raining in my head when I saw their lips touching. 

Author note:

Hey lovely readers,

I'm sorry about the delay but had some rough times lately. I still hope you like this chapter and I made it a little longer than the others. Please tell me what you think!

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