Beautiful Mistake

Leaving

While Liam and Fia were still reading messages together and Zayn and Sofie were doing soggy all the time, I grabbed the bowl with popcorn and ate the little scraps. For the first time, I wanted to leave. As quickly as I could. I felt left out.  I did not know why, but I suddenly had the feeling that I had to leave. Probably they won't even notice it. I put the bowl back on the table, licked my salty fingers and slowly stood up. I grabbed my dark blue jacket of the table, turned around once again and then walked towards the door. Just when I wanted to close the door behind me, I heard someone running towards me. It was Liam still with red-hot cheeks laughing at me. He looked like a little baby who just had gotten to eat. "Where are you going?" His gaze turned from a cute into a confused look and he blinked a few times with his eyes. Just when I wanted to answer, I heard his phone vibrate again and not a second later he laughed again at the screen. Same as I shut the door behind me, with a loud thud. 

Slowly I walked across the cold dark streets, which were illuminated by a few lampposts. A cold wind blew soft and small raindrops fell from the sky. I heard my name a few times behind me, my phone vibrated, but I had no need to react on it. I let my hands slide in my pockets and sniffed the cold fresh air. I did not know why, but the air always calmed me a bit. I did not know how I felt. Was I angry? Or jealous? How did Liam actually get her number? I felt a surge through my body. For the first time I liked someone, even though I didn't know her that well. Okay I had also liked my previous girlfriends, but this was different. She was different. She was special. It made me angry that Liam was after her, incredibly angry. I kicked a can that was laying on the ground, he flew up rolled off the curb and landed in the gutter. 

And the fact that Zeina probably also liked him, made it only worse. I sighed, ran down the street and heard the honking of a car. As fast as I could, I ran through and I felt a gust of the car that drove past me and once he did he pressed on his horn again follow by the words "You bastard!" It started to rain harder, the drops were pouring from the sky. As hard as I could I ran towards my apartment, which unfortunately was still five blocks away. I felt my phone vibrate a few times, took it out of my pocket and looked at the screen while I ran further into the pouring rain. After my last girlfriend, I thought that I would always stay alone. My heart was broken into a million pieces and I never thought that anyone could make it. Years I have been alone, okay maybe I had a few flows, but that was it really. For the first time something felt good, for the first time, I felt that she was the one who could make me happy. And then again it must be ruined by..such...a.. I did not know how to say it but such a dick of Liam. Slowly I watched the drops fall on my phone screen which was blurry and I wiped with my sleeve over it. Not that it worked, because that was even soaked from the rain. On the screen was his name again, somewhere I doubted whether I should take it and tell him how i felt, how angry I was. But slowly I let the phone slide back in my pocket again. Somehow I knew Liam couldn't do anything about it, not until he knew what I felt. But a feeling in me wouldn't admit it.

I was awakened by my phone which vibrated a few times. I found myself on the couch in the living room, apparently I fell asleep on the couch after I came home. I crept up slowly and suddenly felt that I was still wearing my cold wet clothes, still wet from the rain. I stood up, pulled my shirt and pants off and grabbed my phone from the couch. I had twenty missed calls, eleven text messages and two facebook messages. Probably from Liam, Fia, Sofie and Zayn. Slowly I walked towards the shower and put it as hot as it could. As I  felt the warm ray slide down my back, I had to think of her. Of Zeina. I was reminded of what had happened tonight, with Liam. As I rubbed the soap over my chest, I felt again that wave in my belly. I closed my eyes, fantasizing about anything while the warm water glide down my face. Somewhere in the distance I heard a bell, very far away. Until there was also a knock and I awoke from my daydream. Someone was at the door.

As fast as I could, I grabbed the blue towel from the locker and tied it around my body. Once I opened the bathroom door, I felt as the cold bleak wind flow into my direction, so I got goosebumps all over my body. As I walked to the door, I looked at my side at the clock that hung above the television. The clock pointed at the two, two o'clock in the morning. I blinked my eyes a few times and then realized  that the bell rang again. I felt annoyed, with the towel still around my body I opened the door slowly.  

Author note

Hello lovely readers! 

I'm sorry the chapters aren't that long, but maybe as you already know I got exams this week. So I actually should be studying. But I thought I couldn't let you guys wait any longer. I hope you all like this chapter. Like always, I love getting comments, votes and tips! So feel free haha! Thank you for reading.

Lots of love,

Naomi