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2/28/22

LOSING HOPE is going through editing so I've unpublished and republishing as I finish editing the chapter(s)

Yes there is still a lot of spelling errors I'm fixing it lol

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9/18/2020

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𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐:
𝙻𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙷𝚘𝚙𝚎, 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗

𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞/𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬, 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭, 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐠𝐞, 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦, 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞, 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐠𝐚𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫. 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭/ 𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐫/𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧(𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧), 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝/𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧.
𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬( 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞)

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜/𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬

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I can't fucking stand a second longer in hell hole of a school

It's been weeks now that angel been absent in our relationship, he refuses to discuss our issues and stands by the fact I'm overthinking it or being dramatic. Like how could I even when he insisted that I'm cheating with damn near everyone that comes our path, anyone who makes the slightest eye contact with me. He blabs on the fact he supposedly has all this advice on me cheating with these random people I have no clue existed till now. With tomorrow being our three year anniversary I don't think I can last another week with this torture steve wilkos is just a call away.

Exhaling deeply I stared helplessly at my desk, continuing on with the doodles on the side of the notebook paper as the teacher rambled on about why students shouldn't wear hats inside bullshit. Then suddenly someone broke me out of my thoughts by roughly gripping my shoulder while pulling me back slightly. I swiftly turned my head back to see whom I'm about to cuss out. Aaron forms a small Innocent smile as he let's go of my shoulder. His cold yet intimidating hazel eyes changed into a nervous state