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3-22-21
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Scylla p.o.v

"Babe-"

" please leave... don't say another word..." more tears ran down my face, masky held out his hand to touch my shoulder but I slapped his hand way " L-LEAVE NOW " I groaned in pain as I held my cheek. After a few seconds of standing there he finally left. I went back to putting my treatment on then the wound strip shit then the bandage. I took a couple deep breaths then acted like nothing happened.

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Week later
(Present day Monday)
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I've cried myself to sleep every night, I haven't eaten much food or left my room since tim saw me. I'm terrified with how everyone will react, I've gotten more of an emotional rack then ever. To be completely honest I have no idea how I'll heal emotionally. This has impacted me so much anger and sadness. That I want to kill anyone that gets in my way, to have their blood drip down my hands is what I desire most. then my sadness kicks in, once I leave my room I'll hurt everyone that is worried and cares about me. My family. Which leaves me to stay in bed all day to cry.

When I came back to the hospital dad left to have this meeting with my uncle's and would be back in two weeks. He knew I needed to rest and heal so he had his favorite proxies to be in charge. From my room I think it's going fine just with a few yelling here and there.

"Scylla~" a raspy voice said as they knocked on my door

"Come in" I smiled softly as ben entered my room with a tray of food " benny I missed you"

"Ugh you have no idea of how much I am in desperate need of attention " he chuckled as he sat the tray of food on my bed,he got on the bed as well

" well your lucky day because I'm starting to feel a little better " it warmed my heart with how excited he got. We both started eating and continued having small talk. I noticed how he's body language began to changed.he seemed nervous. "Benny?"

"Hm?" He mumbled

" what's wrong?"

" just having the headaches again..."

" awe benny I'm go sorry " I sat up slightly so he laid In between my legs while his head lay on my stomach. I began humming as I messaged his head whenever he'd be stressed like this he would come to me to message his head once smoking wasn't helping him calm down.

I feel bad that him and everyone is going through so much stress. I would want to say it's my fault even though I know it isn't. I'm tired of blaming myself for this mess. I shook my head a bit and went back to messaging his head. His body relaxed and eventually fell asleep laying on me. I don't mind since he looks like he hasn't slept good in a while. I stayed there wake and waited till he woke up

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1 hour later
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I stayed awake the whole time, I was lost in my own thoughts of overthinking, but I didn't realize Ben was already awake . He coughed quietly which broke away from my thoughts

" oh benny your awake"

"Just woke up a few minutes ago" he smiled brightly " thanks to you I feel much better "