Adopted by my idols one direction/5sos/ love story fanfic

Chapter 26

A few months have past without me speaking. They talk I listen it's that simple. They come into my room with so much happiness to leave disappointed.

They don't understand that I'm hurting as well. The nightmares I get can drive Someone into insanity. I repeat the same dream over and over again. I can't handle it anymore. I see blue eyes, A car , crying, screaming I see... Me. It happens so fast that I never finish to see the end.

I wake up sweating and crying. The only thing that's keeps me from going insane is Niall.... I bet he thinks I don't listen while he talks to me but I do.

Last night he stayed with me until I fell asleep he hugged me tight and never let go and in those moments I felt safe. He truly is wonderful.

I could listen to him talk all day, he speaks with so much happiness it's great to see him smile and laugh but the same way I see him smile I see him cry and sadly I'm the blame for that.

I show no emotion,
it's just better that way for me and for them. The day I stopped talking was the day the dreams came.

Few days later

"So today we um,um *chuckles * .... Katy I can't anymore" he says trying to control his voice. " I Can't , I can't do this to myself it's driving me crazy not to hear your voice, wasn't the pain you caused me enough when you were in the coma." He screamed.

I turn around and finally look at him I open my mouth but then close it. He wipes his tears and then looks at me " I'm sorry Katy I was here to tell you that we are selling the place." He says taking a seat on my bed and putting his hands on his face.

At this point I was shocked did I do this, am I the reason why they're all leaving. I'm trying as hard as I can. I get up and sit next to him and put my hand over his back. He looks at me and half smiles " it's not your fault it's just we all need time to grow up and as hard as this is to say .... Your holding me and the boys back." He said as nicely as possible.

I take my hand off of his back and look down. What does he even mean by that? Do they want me out of there life's ?

He pats my back and gets up and leaves me alone in my thoughts.

A/N: Hopefully you like this chapter. I worked super hard on this one, it took me a while to write this chapter but I got it done so I hope you like it.